Message from @Deleted User 57835c2c
Discord ID: 300282499899326478
anyone can always be wrong
at the same time, there is the pull of the deeply felt truth
that you cannot say no to
no matter how much you want
I don't
I just do not share it
that is private
such a thing cannot truly be private, it's your true self
and that's why you would be unable to grow
vulnerability allows growth
I see what you mean
to an extent I agree
I find my life goes better when I am a bit more real and raw
and let my "true self" hang out
but I also know that if I fully exposed myself I would be penniless and ostracized in moments
my belief is, everyone is vulnerable
he who is invulnerable, isn't real
I make myself vulnerable
I get you
I agree
but I don't know how it is for you really
in terms of how it feels
no, that's exactly how it feels
do you appreciate how much you come off that way to others though? I've always wondered
in online chats I mean
not real life
I wake up in the morning and before I leave, I look in the mirror and swear an oath to never say anything true about myself to any coworker or stranger I meet
I seriously do that every day
and then I don't
they are still not sure which part of the country I am even from
I tell different stories to different people
they do not know if I like them or hate them
they are never sure if I am serious when I say things
people with your "problem" can indeed become very successful in life
by feeding the beast
sociopaths are CEOs, NPD people are superstars
you're right
but the thing is, I do not enjoy it
they don't either
that's what I'm on about, it's ultimately empty