Message from @fallot
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well no, it's true
yeah, what you said is right
even internally I overcome challenges that way
I overcome challenges with others by defining them as human pollution and a separate species
which means you don't actually overcome challenges
how so?
you just sideline them,
there is no room for "maybe I'm wrong" in a Ludvig
he's grown, he knows
after he's past something
it's not a matter of redefinition, mental games
or whatever else
but any of us could always be wrong, that is just intellectual honesty
you've got to stop using your faculty for logic
as a way to disable your spirit
like what you just said
I often consider that the last 15 years of my life was completely misspent
yes, of course that is correct
anyone can always be wrong
at the same time, there is the pull of the deeply felt truth
no matter how much you want
I don't
I just do not share it
that is private
such a thing cannot truly be private, it's your true self
and that's why you would be unable to grow
vulnerability allows growth
I see what you mean
to an extent I agree
I find my life goes better when I am a bit more real and raw
and let my "true self" hang out
but I also know that if I fully exposed myself I would be penniless and ostracized in moments
my belief is, everyone is vulnerable
he who is invulnerable, isn't real
I make myself vulnerable
I get you
I agree
so basically I am fake because I am so guarded, which is true
but I don't know how it is for you really
in terms of how it feels