Message from @fallot
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I don't
I just do not share it
that is private
such a thing cannot truly be private, it's your true self
and that's why you would be unable to grow
vulnerability allows growth
I see what you mean
to an extent I agree
I find my life goes better when I am a bit more real and raw
and let my "true self" hang out
but I also know that if I fully exposed myself I would be penniless and ostracized in moments
my belief is, everyone is vulnerable
he who is invulnerable, isn't real
I make myself vulnerable
I get you
I agree
so basically I am fake because I am so guarded, which is true
but I don't know how it is for you really
in terms of how it feels
no, that's exactly how it feels
in online chats I mean
not real life
I wake up in the morning and before I leave, I look in the mirror and swear an oath to never say anything true about myself to any coworker or stranger I meet
I seriously do that every day
and then I don't
they are still not sure which part of the country I am even from
I tell different stories to different people
they do not know if I like them or hate them
they are never sure if I am serious when I say things
people with your "problem" can indeed become very successful in life
by feeding the beast
sociopaths are CEOs, NPD people are superstars
you're right
but the thing is, I do not enjoy it
they don't either
that's what I'm on about, it's ultimately empty
I only want to get enough money to be able to afford rent and lentils indefinitely
and then I will quit everything forever
do you think you could do that though
absolutely