Message from @Deleted User 57835c2c
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other than that, he is completely true
a pure soul, you don't meet many of them
whatever problems or hangups he has in his life, he will overcome them at some level because of that
and: importantly
GROW
he has the capability of growth
whereas in your case, that possibility is immediately excluded
because there is a thick wall between you and truth/goodness/love/whatever
the collective consciousness of man
god
whatever you want to call it
not only can you not grow, you'll call whatever prevents you from growing a good thing
and maybe even see it as a good thing
now this is speculation, MAYBE there is a part of you that understands this in some weak fashion
actually you have a point
he overcomes challenges by change
in fact he seeks it
I overcome challenges by cleverness and stubbornly refusing to change
good catch
well you can reduce it to that, I meant more in a completely internal way
yeah, what you said is right
even internally I overcome challenges that way
I overcome challenges with others by defining them as human pollution and a separate species
which means you don't actually overcome challenges
how so?
you just sideline them,
there is no room for "maybe I'm wrong" in a Ludvig
he's grown, he knows
after he's past something
it's not a matter of redefinition, mental games
or whatever else
but any of us could always be wrong, that is just intellectual honesty
you've got to stop using your faculty for logic
as a way to disable your spirit
like what you just said
I often consider that the last 15 years of my life was completely misspent
yes, of course that is correct
anyone can always be wrong
at the same time, there is the pull of the deeply felt truth
that you cannot say no to