the real reason I want you to do the 24 hour exercize @Deleted User 57835c2c is to see whether you are actually a hollow person or if what I think is correct, that there's something in there that's good

what if I were a hollow person and good at the same time?

not possible

oh, but it really could be

I don't want to argue about it

I'm serious, I think that may be one of your unchecked premises

no, I've considered it pretty thoroughly, but our discussion will end up being a back and forth about good

I mean, so I may have a "personality disorder" or whatever you'd like to call it, but obviously it has pros and cons because I am still able to function at a quite high level

which will end, well

badly

function, I don't care about function

and I am unwilling to change it, at least at this current point

I don't care about personality disorders

I care about true things, and real people

that's good to me

so by definition, a hollow person cannot be good

at best they can be not-actively-bad

so wouldn't it be smartest for you to figure out how to just make it useful?

this word "useful"

I hate it

it's the opposite of what is true and good

well seriously, you could benefit from knowing me quite a bit

success in life, this is a meaningless thing without truth, beauty, the real things

real souls, real people, making real choices

also what you feel towards me is exactly what I feel towards accountt and yarfy, or at least I did before I improved

and not just damaged automatons benefiting themselves materially

you are essentially upset that you cannot connect with my motives or feel like I am close to you

to be honest I don't actually pity you in the sense that I feel an emotion

you feel as though I am "not letting you in"

and that bugs the shit out of you

I know you aren't, that much isn't a feeling

it doesn't bug me per se

yeah it does

what bugs me is whether there is anything inside

there's a whole world

yeah, but what's it worth

more than the real world

that's why it's in there locked away

let me contrast you to Ludvig

he is your exact opposite

ok