Message from @Deleted User 57835c2c
Discord ID: 300279740906864642
actually makes it worse
just shifts the misery to the end of life
or later in life, whenever, it's difficult to say
the real reason I want you to do the 24 hour exercize @Deleted User 57835c2c is to see whether you are actually a hollow person or if what I think is correct, that there's something in there that's good
what if I were a hollow person and good at the same time?
not possible
oh, but it really could be
I don't want to argue about it
I'm serious, I think that may be one of your unchecked premises
no, I've considered it pretty thoroughly, but our discussion will end up being a back and forth about good
I mean, so I may have a "personality disorder" or whatever you'd like to call it, but obviously it has pros and cons because I am still able to function at a quite high level
which will end, well
badly
function, I don't care about function
and I am unwilling to change it, at least at this current point
I don't care about personality disorders
I care about true things, and real people
that's good to me
so by definition, a hollow person cannot be good
at best they can be not-actively-bad
this word "useful"
I hate it
it's the opposite of what is true and good
well seriously, you could benefit from knowing me quite a bit
success in life, this is a meaningless thing without truth, beauty, the real things
real souls, real people, making real choices
also what you feel towards me is exactly what I feel towards accountt and yarfy, or at least I did before I improved
and not just damaged automatons benefiting themselves materially
you are essentially upset that you cannot connect with my motives or feel like I am close to you
to be honest I don't actually pity you in the sense that I feel an emotion
you feel as though I am "not letting you in"
and that bugs the shit out of you
I know you aren't, that much isn't a feeling
it doesn't bug me per se
yeah it does
what bugs me is whether there is anything inside
there's a whole world
yeah, but what's it worth
more than the real world
that's why it's in there locked away