Message from @fallot
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so you cannot simply use such stuff as evidence that you are okay or relatively okay
it is somewhat heartening, but I can't make out the twists and turns in your mind
that led to you crying for a patient on a ward
my instinct is to say it touched your true self, which is childish and hence vulnerable
so you teared up
but I don't know.
that is about right
I think if you were fully mature in yourself, you wouldn't cry either
this child stuff
it can sound like an insult
really, it's not
I hope you understand
it's just what it is
you're not actually a child
for traumatic reasons (likely) your development in a cognitive (I think spiritual) domain has been arrested or curtailed
it's not your fault, but then it is too
because you do have a choice
I need to go do some shopping, be back later
oh one question
how did it feel to cry in that situation
the best I can say is it felt right and appropriate
like something I feel like I should normally do much more often but I refuse to because most humans are such garbage
so instead when something bad happens to them I force myself to think "good, they deserved it, haha dalits are dead"
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this is interesting
specifically that russia's IQ is 97
I have seen many estimates of russian IQ and they are never far below the average for other white countries
the data is in line with my theory of russians as a morally, culturally and spiritually broken people rather than genetic garbage
"I don't think I've shed a tear for a human being in my life"
Wow really?
our military folks
this is fun
I found out that my wall-facing handstand push ups, which are basically full range, have me using 95% body weight and my decline push ups are using 80% of it
so doing those for high volume does not really leave much to be desired for pushing strength
the new handstand push ups are so difficult I can only do like 5
I think I will train them in a 20x1 fashion next week instead of even trying to do sets
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