Message from @The Enlightened Shepherd
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2. my inability to gain weight which take a toll on my chest primarily
my chest are good, but i want them more broad and bigger but i cannot gain a gram of weight
i can be force fed by the bucketloads and i wont gain a single kilo
and im a guy who has been doing incessantly push ups and pull ups since his elementary school, weight lifting for last 5 years
but aftera point, my chest simply stopped gaining and that's it
i grew my forearms, my legs, everything
I went into the muslim chat and drew an ascii Mohammed
I've never been banned faster in my life
i went into the gym this night, saw 5 dudes who managed to take up 30 pieces of equipment
i undressed back and went out, the girl at he counter asked me what happened
i told her i dont have time for this shit
People like me need space and calm
Everything is full of people who emit all kind of subconscious signals in form of strange body and eye movements
who manage to always be in the way
people are neurotic
i cannot even go to the bakery and ask for a croissant without the vendor simply doing or saying something excessive
something completely unnecessary
some angry gesture or dumb questions
no i dont want another handkerchief or a plastic spoon
young people act like apes
im on the verge of moving to my house from this appartment and subject myself to activity that i hate which is driving a car, only to allow myself some breathing space from people and their neuroticism
Are you friends with exilarch yet
MODERN SOCIETY IS RETARDED
EVERYONE WANTS ESCAPE
AT SOME LEVEL
@diversity_is_racism , why am I not metal?
I'm easily one of the most metal people here
@devolved where is exilarch lately
we need latest dietary input
wireframe_sunset is at it again on Gab
the best combination of protestant upbringing, libertarianism and conspiracy theories possible
@The Enlightened Shepherd Plebeians ruin everything by their mere existence, especially if the social fabric in which they swim and which manufactures their behavior is build by subhuman animals and not the natural elite of our people. The modern cities are especially bad, from being the cultural stars transformed into nothing more than iq shredders, collections of the lowest scum of the world
It has only today, since I spent basically the whole day outside, that it kind of struck me lately how peope are excessive in their entire being
It's as if they at no point feel good about themselves, constantly moving themselves into irrational motions and behaviors
It's hard to call your average meatblib any more conscious or self-aware than a dog or trained horse
People live totally unexamined lives by and large
people are apes dude
the ape that decides to sharpen a stick to spear the ant mound instead of just fishing in it for termites is more adventurous than the average person. The average person is not the kid that decides to built a hut in the woods when he's 10 with an axe.
So they can play castle with toy swords and sticks in a hut they just built with a real ax
Rome looked like a typical stucco italian town until Augustus decided marble was cool.