Don’t let it be a crutch, but there’s nothing wrong with having a cushion in these distressed times

It's like this, I'm genetically predisposed to addiction, and I was completely starved of any kind of altered state growing up

Personally not a huge fan of any of that but i agree weed has to be alot better than that monstrosity your putting your body through with the booze

As soon as I was able to get vices, I got them and held onto them in a big way

@Bard same, both my parents were cops growing up lol

The only one I didn't hold onto was pot, and I would do more psilocybin but I don't have access to it

@Bard I mean same. But I've kept myself in check with most things

I’ve had to train myself that Just because I have 2 drinks I don’t need 6

And I still fuck that up when I’m out on the town

@Bard recognizing what substances do not bode well is really important. Your awareness shows that you have the mindset to change.

A lot of times we are not addicted to booze as much as we are addicted “to the shindig” as RHCP says

I go to friend's houses right and their mom or dad is there and is like "Want a beer?", that may be normal to many of you but to me it is so alien it defies belief

something something the forbidden fruit tastes the sweetest

^yeah I get that

Same

> something something the forbidden fruit tastes the sweetest
@Bard I totally understand that

But remember, it’s not forbidden anymore

It just may not always be the best time to have more than one small breakfast drink

I’d suggest getting a little tree and seeing if you can replace some of the drinks with a couple bong rips

Yeah it's not forbidden it's just an addiction lmao I thank all of you for your kind words and support. I will prevail and I'm not going anywhere. You people mean the world to me and I hope to meet you all some day.

❤️

Same king

@Bard looking forward to meeting you as well!

@Bard we ways here for ya
Love you bud

@Bard cant wait

@Bard I get it

Im getting more adidcted to alcohol

and cant way to juul again

The whole juul/nicotine addiction has been pretty persistent for about 5 years now

So I did the cardinal sin of text my ex and I don't know how to feel about it

What happened?

Well we're talking and shit, she wants to get food or something after this is all over

You down to get back with her and/or did it end bad?

It ended horribly but afterwards we got back to be friends cause it was both of our fuck up

Man if you feel like trying to make it work again then go for it, if yall wanna stay friends and just chill more then do it but what is MOST important is YOUR mental health.

Yessir

You thinkin about getting back with her?

Well yeah but at this point 🤷🏻‍♂️

Honestly I say go for it, but you cant ignore what you both did because if you dont learn from the past your doomed to repeat it. Yall should set some ground rules so it doesnt happen again.

Yeah. We've talked about it but something else always comes up *cough cough* china

Truth, I have a girl I wanna ask out and have been hinting at dating but i cant fully commit till the virus leaves