lmao

( no - I'm joking - stay sober )

yeah then I go to the store, buy a reasonable amount of alcohol for a normal person, drink it slowly, get some lame ass buzz, but then it flips the switch in my brain and I go to the store and buy more either that night, or the following days

and then it just kind of stays there

my uncle was an alcoholic and it ended up killing him, when he couldn't get booze he would turn to pills, just think of that when you feel your discipline slipping i know your better than he was because your atleast trying, train that disiplin and train it

again I feel so lame talking about this shit, because I know what I need to do, I'm not lost yet

it's just boring as fuck once you take away the liquor with no job to go to and no money to fund your hobbies

I feel you boss.

Don't feel lame brother if you need to talk about it do it I'd rather hear about it then you struggle alone

Training your body and mind costs nothing

*fellow kings bout to make me cry* 😢

As well as communing with nature if your close enough

We got you king,

@Bard did you download Signal yet?

I have signal

bet.

wait.

I do

fuck. you've texted me before lmao haven't you??

Yes

Dumb motherfucker

lmao

I is I is - I was just gonna say ; always do if you want.

I'm pretty ""do you"", but I'm also very ""tell me about it""

so whatever help I can be - at least you got someone innan timezone

If you drink
Hydrate

Hydrate anyway.

This is a threat
Totally not cause I didn't hydrate enough today and was feeling the effects

Well gents I'm firmly in the camp of going to a technical school after I graduate

I would love to hear some personal career experience and some ideas about what skill/career I should pursue

@Bard a lot of that is personal preference, if you happen to be passionate or interested in a particular subject. I was a volunteer firefighter/EMT for a while. In my honest opinion not worth the effort. I looked into gunsmithing but I don't have any real school experience.

I got a job in manufacturing assembly, which lead to electrical/mechanical inspection and now I've got a really good job I probably wouldn't have gotten through the normal school path.

Driving a forklift is a very universal skill that I recommend everyone learn. You will always be able to get a job paying 15-20 an hour if you ever get laid off or fired

Hbar

Forklift driving is stupid easy so long as you are not a retard and the company doesn't have you doing crazy dangerous stuff, like lifting 10K lbs on a 5Klb rated forklift.

"I really do need someone who can be with me... Someone who isn't going to leave me to maybe die... Someone who puts me first... I hate it, but it's true" oof

Yikes my dude

It is what it is

hate it as I do, being a bachelor is optimal in times like that

I'm about it @Bard

Idk, I got me one that puts up with my shenanigans
But she knows she cant stop me