Message from @INNYGMATYK
Discord ID: 702676421230723112
I've been there before
( but you can control those if you're vigilant )
The temptation arrives when I'm around my non-alcohol dependent friends
I know - me too - just tryng to push ya boss
Who drink like normal people
ah
f e e e e l that
just gotta be strong king
Then I think "Ah fuck it if the guys with more discipline than me can drink I might as well get a few"
Just gotta f l e x that motivation, King.
@Bard same
and then ""what's one more lmao??""
tbh - just come visit and I'll pace your ass til you hate me
lmao
( no - I'm joking - stay sober )
yeah then I go to the store, buy a reasonable amount of alcohol for a normal person, drink it slowly, get some lame ass buzz, but then it flips the switch in my brain and I go to the store and buy more either that night, or the following days
and then it just kind of stays there
my uncle was an alcoholic and it ended up killing him, when he couldn't get booze he would turn to pills, just think of that when you feel your discipline slipping i know your better than he was because your atleast trying, train that disiplin and train it
again I feel so lame talking about this shit, because I know what I need to do, I'm not lost yet
it's just boring as fuck once you take away the liquor with no job to go to and no money to fund your hobbies
Don't feel lame brother if you need to talk about it do it I'd rather hear about it then you struggle alone
Training your body and mind costs nothing
*fellow kings bout to make me cry* 😢
As well as communing with nature if your close enough
We got you king,
@Bard did you download Signal yet?
I have signal
bet.
wait.
I do
fuck. you've texted me before lmao haven't you??
Yes
Dumb motherfucker
lmao
I is I is - I was just gonna say ; always do if you want.
I'm pretty ""do you"", but I'm also very ""tell me about it""
so whatever help I can be - at least you got someone innan timezone
If you drink
Hydrate
Hydrate anyway.
This is a threat
Totally not cause I didn't hydrate enough today and was feeling the effects