Message from @INNYGMATYK

Discord ID: 702675544269127771


2020-04-22 05:34:01 UTC  

"It will be born again, the glory of mankind"

2020-04-22 05:34:20 UTC  

This is a message to all the men and women bound or free

2020-04-23 00:18:39 UTC  

I'm trying to not drink today

2020-04-23 00:18:43 UTC  

It already sucks

2020-04-23 00:19:02 UTC  

you can doit king

2020-04-23 00:19:14 UTC  

I encourage you to hang in there and maintain.

2020-04-23 00:19:31 UTC  

Thanks guys

2020-04-23 00:19:51 UTC  

np king, you don't need to drink to be the best you you can be

2020-04-23 00:20:13 UTC  

Sometimes, building a routine takes a couple days - but once you're past those 72h, you're rollin - laughin even.

2020-04-23 00:20:25 UTC  

Then you just have to fight temptation

2020-04-23 00:20:34 UTC  

Where when and IF it comes up.

2020-04-23 00:20:38 UTC  

I've been there before

2020-04-23 00:20:46 UTC  

( but you can control those if you're vigilant )

2020-04-23 00:20:55 UTC  

The temptation arrives when I'm around my non-alcohol dependent friends

2020-04-23 00:20:58 UTC  

I know - me too - just tryng to push ya boss

2020-04-23 00:21:01 UTC  

Who drink like normal people

2020-04-23 00:21:06 UTC  

ah

2020-04-23 00:21:12 UTC  

f e e e e l that

2020-04-23 00:21:27 UTC  

just gotta be strong king

2020-04-23 00:21:41 UTC  

Then I think "Ah fuck it if the guys with more discipline than me can drink I might as well get a few"

2020-04-23 00:21:44 UTC  

Just gotta f l e x that motivation, King.

2020-04-23 00:21:57 UTC  

@Bard same

2020-04-23 00:22:03 UTC  

and then ""what's one more lmao??""

2020-04-23 00:22:19 UTC  

tbh - just come visit and I'll pace your ass til you hate me

2020-04-23 00:22:21 UTC  

lmao

2020-04-23 00:22:41 UTC  

( no - I'm joking - stay sober )

2020-04-23 00:23:12 UTC  

yeah then I go to the store, buy a reasonable amount of alcohol for a normal person, drink it slowly, get some lame ass buzz, but then it flips the switch in my brain and I go to the store and buy more either that night, or the following days

2020-04-23 00:23:20 UTC  

and then it just kind of stays there

2020-04-23 00:23:41 UTC  

my uncle was an alcoholic and it ended up killing him, when he couldn't get booze he would turn to pills, just think of that when you feel your discipline slipping i know your better than he was because your atleast trying, train that disiplin and train it

2020-04-23 00:24:26 UTC  

again I feel so lame talking about this shit, because I know what I need to do, I'm not lost yet

2020-04-23 00:25:00 UTC  

it's just boring as fuck once you take away the liquor with no job to go to and no money to fund your hobbies

2020-04-23 00:25:13 UTC  

I feel you boss.

2020-04-23 00:25:19 UTC  

Don't feel lame brother if you need to talk about it do it I'd rather hear about it then you struggle alone

2020-04-23 00:25:46 UTC  

Training your body and mind costs nothing

2020-04-23 00:25:57 UTC  

*fellow kings bout to make me cry* 😢

2020-04-23 00:25:59 UTC  

As well as communing with nature if your close enough

2020-04-23 00:26:34 UTC  

We got you king,

2020-04-23 00:28:05 UTC  

@Bard did you download Signal yet?

2020-04-23 00:28:11 UTC  

I have signal

2020-04-23 00:28:16 UTC  

bet.

2020-04-23 00:28:20 UTC  

wait.