Message from @Amadeus
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when i get angry i get really angry, not in a full blown rage where i break stuff, but say stuff i shouldn't
Like 60-70% melancholy, rest is choleric.
I do the same.
I get mindless rage when I'm getting full angry
If you get me mad I say stuff “for the kill”
one time i nearly beat up a 7th grader when i was a senior, but i was also in a very emotionally unstable, depressed state during that time
like 3 friends have seen me and they got their shit together haha
my friends had to
pull me away
Oh in my case they don't even touch me. When I get on full rage I tend to get mindless. Bad hearing/forgetting things when I calm off etc
i had had rage outbursts here and there in front of people, but that was probably the only time i truly lost control
Damn
he said something that set me off and i did go into one of those seeing-only red sorta modes
i do not remember everything about it, i just know i had him by his shirt collar pinned against lockers
I hold in a lot of anger and stuff. Then it eventually boils over and I just explode. Never anything physically threatening, just mindless rage of insults meant to destroy the person they’re directed.
i feel rage where i truly want to just go around breaking stuff, but i have the restraint not to do so
though i have on occasion beat the hell out of my desk and keyboard, surprised it still works
but i know my keyboard is junk and i have a spare
Tbh I haven't got to a point to harm a person in my rage yet, but I don't know if something happens and fucks me really bad what would happen
so that's why i do it
because I'm too chill as a human overall I just get too angry tbh when things irritate me
I’ve only been physically angry at like 2 people. It was in middle school and they were being a bully. I was almost A Christmas Story level on them.
i was suicidal at the time, and a complete emotional mess
i would vomit every day before class began
because my emotions would churn my stomach too much
That was 6th grade for me. Puked every morning.
that's my favorite christmas movie
i have a leg lamp (though not full size)
That was because I was being bullied by some dude that failed 6th grade at least twice.
So I was really nervous and anxious about going to school.
that sucks
i know how that feels, though not from bullying
my kindergarten teacher was very mean to me
she essentially treated me like i was retarded or something
Most of my K-12 teachers were really nice.
and on the first day i brought my lunch ever (which was on grandparents' day), i forgot it
In 5th grade I had break a head open, the kid was send for stitches, after that I never fought seriously because in fights I tend to do everything just to not hurt myself
and when i asked her if i could go get it
she legitimately cornered me
and