get to work.

Pay off the debt.

Or finish college

and then go to trade school.

whichever is most financially beneficial.

I really would much rather be hit by a truck than do any of that

Having finance and then getting into a trade could be very beneficial for the company you're with. Can move upwards into managerial departments

Okay. You're depressed, and you have suicidal ideation. This is above my level of advice. Coming from a past of suicide and depression, you need professional help. Not kidding.

Talk to your parents about this.

BASED is right.

Yes, I know I'm depressed

Have been for years.

Seek professional help.

No

That's why you're not improving -- then you're stuck in an endless loop man.

Nothing wrong with getting help

We can't do everything ourselves.

We need help sometimes.

I have nothing to gain and everything to lose by "getting help"

DUDE

I went through YEARS of therapy.

It helped me.

So did I as a child

If anything it made me the way I am.

If anything it made me socially awkward

Child therapy is petty compared to adult.

Dude I went to child therapy as well.

If anything it made me feel like there was something fucking wrong with me.

My therapist played board games with me because I was expressing antisocial behavior.

I got out of it.

I was in like, 2nd or 4th grade. can't remember

Seek help.

It helped me.

Yeah, I got the board game treatment too.

Made me feel worse

Made me feel like there was something wrong with me.

How? I didn't even know why I was there.

I just went with the flow.

I knew my classmates weren't doing this too.

I was aware that what I was doing wasn't normal

I connected the dots after a few years.