@GingerSnaps At least your ex had the courtesy to tell you why she's breaking up with you. All the ones i've encountered so far play that slow fade -> ghosting game.

HOW'S A MAN FINNA IMPROVE WITH NO FEEDBACK

Oh.

But she seemed to respect you enough to keep communications to the end. I would kill for that kind of maturity in women nowadays.

@GingerSnaps I don't know how old you were when you broke up with her over video games, but that's the past you. You weren't as mature as you are now and there's no use moping over the past.The past made you who you are now, just do better with the next one.

@Reaper You're god dang right. So many THOT nowadays. I browse the instagram feed sometimes and it saddens me how so many Asian girls are going for that loli/sex doll look.

And I know that underneath all that makeup she's probably a 5.5 or a 6 at best. Just like those videos showing those "models" taking off half their makeup and showing you the comparison.

Liek the super cute kawaii desu ne types of look.

that you see in a lot of cosplay.

Overdone blush, super large eyes with long lashes.

Also, as an off topic aside, show of hands: who already lost NNN?

@GingerSnaps No Nut November

LOOOL

@batshadow Kanna though. Dem thigh hnnnnnn

thighs*

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meh, I'm a human , i go my human standards. Anything else is "gravy"

:lennyface:

I prefer me some moth pussy.

Not gonna lie though, there's this girl in my Numerical Methods class that's been getting rather friendly with me.

And I'm barely reciprocating just to keep it courteous .

But I can't help but feel like trying this out to see where it go

MY MIND IS TELLING ME NO, BUT MY BODYYYYYYYYY

Right. I think I might dabble to get my feet wet.

@GingerSnaps true that. Always got my cell phone at full charge.

But like, I don't know if i like this chick or if it's been a while and dude's gotta nut.

I did, and all systems are telling me GO GO GO GO

Fapping doesn't do it for me anymore fellas lol

NEEDS THAT INTIMACY YAH KNOWW

@Reaper good point. Ever since the last encounter totally fucked me in the head, I've been in full dgaf mode when it comes to women and instead pursuing passion projects.

Though, I'm afraid if I go in that path too hard, gigity, I'll end up being a prude and a socially inept man

Plus, I'm introverted so any attention from women is like, "is this what it's like ot be alive?"

Ahh gotcha, like a savepoint.

IF it doens't pan out, then reload the save. That's a pretty good way of thinking.

@ToastMcGhost A bit is an understatement lol. My fingers are all trashed with me picking it all the time.

I got some anxiety meds, but I refrain from taking any anti-depressant due to job.

I take the anxiety meds when it gets "too bad", but that is far and few in between.

It's just like, I never learned how to be a normal person with other people. I've goten beter with watching what I say and act in front of people, but it takes a while for me ot warm up to someone to be truly comfortable with them. LIke a LONG while.

Uh, Hydroxyzine Pamoate

DBTs?

I do have a lot of negative recursive thinking going on when I'm in a rut. I've been taken care of it by just fapping it away. Though now that the faps aren't as effective, I'm forced to face the music lol

Shoulda faced it when I was in late teens/early twenties.

@ToastMcGhost Wow I never knew that was a thing. Will definitely look into those. Thanks for showing me options my dude.

@Reaper Nobody gives a fuck is right. Like, if I pipe up about my issues, It either gets brushed aside as weakness or blown out of proportion for no reason. People really don't know how to react with moderation.

Btw I didn't mean to divert the attention away from @GingerSnaps problem.

Just that you lot are really fun to talk to so I kinda went with it.

@ColdEmbraceOfDeath Easy fix. Presscribe more opioids and keep that big pharma wheel a-turning.

Cure the disease? Nah, let's treat it indefinitely for MAXIMUM MONIESSSSSSSS

Those are reasons why I'm reluctant to start using anti depressants. I still believe it's possible to "turn around" from whatever mental trajectory I'm on and improve.

@Reaper very true. I already feel loads better talking about my issues with everyone here

@ColdEmbraceOfDeath my sleep hygiene as been absolute garbage ever since college days... And I graduated 3 years ago. I keep telling myself I need to fix it but habits are hard lol. Lately I've been getting in the habit of falling asleep to mgtow vids like HHH, TFM, Sydney, etc

@ToastMcGhost it's no secret. I always feel so much better being out and about running errands or getting something to eat. But when I'm in my room doing work, my mood tanks lol

@ColdEmbraceOfDeath ahh yeah I have a bad habit of binging mgtow/let's play vids while in bed.

Literally would only sleep if I'm dead tired

Been thinking of getting a switch. Got a ps4 and pc though