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2018-07-06 21:46:43 UTC

Damn thats crazy I remember hearing about that shit rip peep but thanks alot guys Iโ€™ll definitely do my research before taking it and definitely staying away from all that hardcore shit when im on it.

2018-07-06 21:48:55 UTC

My bad for the late reply been @ Work but yeah im just gonna talk w my doctor about it and check out what effects and other stuff it might have before saying yes since i told them that i would think about it.

2018-07-07 02:54:42 UTC

>is depressed
>Doc recommends antidepressants
>Listens to friends on a matter concerning your health
Either you need to take a autism test or get new friends my guy

2018-07-07 02:55:03 UTC

Cause that is retarded

2018-07-07 02:57:54 UTC

doctors do whack shit though

2018-07-07 02:58:18 UTC

they got half the kids in the country taking amphetamines every morning

2018-07-07 03:00:16 UTC

I guess u could argue that it helps with their attention problems but aside from ignoring the causes of those problems, you could also argue that alcohol or percocets help with social anxiety

2018-07-08 03:12:37 UTC

It could also be a temporary depression.

2018-07-08 03:18:07 UTC

Nah i most definitely made new ones fuck them this was like a year ago so yea i was full autismo

2018-07-08 03:28:56 UTC

Ive been diagnosed with it for a long time pretty much got it from my mom

2018-07-08 03:43:18 UTC

Oh ok

2018-07-16 00:31:19 UTC

I mean idk if this is too bad but my GF low-key broke up with me

2018-07-16 00:31:53 UTC

I'm scared bc before we started going out I was a depressed shitbag but I was happy

2018-07-16 00:32:45 UTC

Now that we're done I don't know where to go with my life, people keep saying to distract myself but I can only think in the long term and I keep thinking about the plans we made together

2018-07-16 00:33:42 UTC

Feels bad man

2018-07-16 01:14:35 UTC

@avian.acid I listened to this album when I went through a shitty breakup

2018-07-16 01:15:28 UTC

Helped me quite a bit, they are my fav band so results may vary.

2018-07-16 01:16:48 UTC

@ThatGuyWithPaste I'll check it out, thanks man :)

2018-07-16 01:17:07 UTC

Np

2018-07-16 01:17:09 UTC

Or

2018-07-16 01:17:14 UTC

if you're into wholesome rap

2018-07-16 01:18:02 UTC

This guy is REALLY fucking good

2018-07-16 01:18:19 UTC

His sound and style are kind of like eminem but he's really wholesome and offers good advice

2018-07-16 01:18:38 UTC

This one is also good

2018-07-16 11:11:45 UTC

I saw him live with my ex when she took me to Creation. I can vouch that he's fucking good, and I don't even like rap.

2018-07-16 16:45:27 UTC

>tfw you feel like shit for having a boring life

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/462997453181026307/468458153336635403/1526842824654.jpg

2018-07-17 18:28:02 UTC

tfw mommy issues have given you a thing for older women

2018-07-17 20:08:12 UTC

tfw same

2018-07-17 20:08:32 UTC

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/462997453181026307/468871647529795596/3564126_p0.jpg

2018-07-17 20:08:37 UTC

๐Ÿ˜ 

2018-07-17 20:08:44 UTC

<:uuu:467616961317306368>

2018-07-17 20:14:18 UTC

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https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/462997453181026307/468873099429806091/Bryce_Dallas_Howard.jpg

2018-07-19 19:38:35 UTC

>tfw everyone asks if you have a girlfriend
>tfw you say no everytime

2018-07-19 19:44:02 UTC

@grapes
Everytime someone asks if I have a gf I laugh and say "Thats a good one"

2018-07-19 19:44:23 UTC

Same for when they say "You'll find someone one day"

2018-07-19 19:44:37 UTC

I have a chance

2018-07-19 19:44:42 UTC

Unlike you

2018-07-19 19:45:14 UTC

Im still a young boy its just like i dont want a girlfreind at 16

2018-07-19 19:51:31 UTC

@grapes Nigger im 15

2018-07-19 19:55:23 UTC

You are 34 years old

2018-07-19 19:56:39 UTC

@grapes Im a 15 y/o silent generation

2018-07-19 19:57:05 UTC

Silent generation is like all dead

2018-07-19 19:58:40 UTC

Im dead on the inside so it counts

2018-07-19 20:18:34 UTC
2018-07-19 20:18:56 UTC

ye

2018-07-19 20:19:04 UTC

fuck me

2018-07-19 20:19:21 UTC

I'm like the boomer here and Im not even 18 yet

2018-07-19 20:19:53 UTC

No one is over 18

2018-07-19 20:20:05 UTC

Once yoy turn 18 on the internet you die

2018-07-19 20:20:14 UTC

^

2018-07-19 20:20:30 UTC

I only have 2 more years

2018-07-19 20:20:37 UTC

F

2018-07-19 20:20:58 UTC

play a german marching song at my funeral

2018-07-19 20:21:07 UTC

Ok i will

2018-07-19 20:21:27 UTC

Its like that one group of kids in fallout 3

2018-07-20 14:31:04 UTC

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/462997453181026307/469873884704014366/Blank_8a323ab1d62f7873834ec56812482831.mp4

2018-07-20 15:16:34 UTC

i've been looking for the version of this video with the visuals for ages

2018-07-20 15:18:31 UTC

"England is like so cucked, man, I mean come on, I've been to Paris and there's like no English people there." - History's greatest quote

2018-07-24 21:10:55 UTC

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm........

2018-07-25 11:50:21 UTC

"Somebody turned on the dirty blues, well I know you don't like the blues, 'cause the words are always the same, and they kind of remind you... Somebody turned the blues on me, well I don't like the blues 'cause I can't see through the tears that come, and make it hard to find you."

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/462997453181026307/471645379608182794/caS5vwOo.png

2018-07-25 15:23:52 UTC

Im 14 and this is deep

2018-07-25 15:31:23 UTC

*Somethings can't be fixed you either move on or get left behind*

2018-07-25 21:23:28 UTC
2018-07-25 23:11:01 UTC

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/462997453181026307/471816676535566358/me_at_3am.jpg

2018-07-28 22:47:15 UTC

I lived the robot life as a way to deal with my alcoholic parents, I played vidya for 10k hours from the time I was 15 to just a few months ago. The neet, robot, socially isolated, autistic lifestyle and personality isn't me it was just a character i fell into to keep me from blowing my brains out and it did just that, I'm alive after all? But now im 19 and after the fires have settled and I've decided to put that life behind me I find myself lost trying to piece back together the person I was before this. I know it will take time for this personality to melt away just as it took time for my normie pre robot personality to fade away. Even with the pressures of abusive alcoholic parents.

2018-07-28 22:53:31 UTC

I remember being such a fucking normie too. I cringe remembering who I was back then but i smile remembering Emily. When I was younger I used to have girls crush on me all the fucking time and even when my sanity and character had long deteriorated it wasn't until my body went that all that went away. to believe i went from being loved by someone to not even being able to make eye contact with a girl for years now. i hold onto the memories of that time because they are the closest thing I know to normalcy and true happiness.

2018-07-28 22:54:05 UTC

Though not everything was for not

2018-07-28 22:57:10 UTC

While I spent my time as a robot I started learning history and anthropology, I studied philosophy and psychology I hunted a pedophile for a year and ended up saving a dozen kids from it. In a normal environment I'm a normal person, my nature dictates that I can once again become a well adjusted functioning person within another 2 years and that's what keeps me going.

2018-07-28 23:01:45 UTC

My time in hell comes a little bit shorter for every step I take. And as horrible as it felt i will always remember this time and will carry its lessons with me for the rest of my life

2018-07-28 23:14:23 UTC

@Deleted User at least you where able make eye contact at some point i cant make eye contact and am always on edge talking to women

2018-07-28 23:14:51 UTC

Also if you did all that stuff you will be able to make it

2018-07-29 19:46:07 UTC

RIP Charles Manson

2018-07-29 19:56:14 UTC

YEETUS THAT FETUS

2018-07-31 01:05:32 UTC

/fit/ feels (even though I've never been on fit...)

2018-07-31 01:05:41 UTC

>be me 18

2018-07-31 01:06:27 UTC

>Chubby, not too obese but def out of shape and can barely run

2018-07-31 01:06:38 UTC

>decide enoughs enough and do something about it

2018-07-31 01:07:07 UTC

>begin intermittent fasting diet, only eat between times of 2 PM - 10 PM

2018-07-31 01:07:44 UTC

>Ability to control hunger achieved for once in my life

2018-07-31 01:08:03 UTC

>Start working out, lift weights 3 days of the week, cardio 4 days of the week

2018-07-31 01:08:52 UTC

>Start of first summer, can barely jog 2 miles without essentially breaking down physically, can't do a single pull up

2018-07-31 01:09:28 UTC

>End of summer, jog 6 miles daily, can do 5+ pull ups

2018-07-31 01:09:36 UTC

>Weight no longer starts with the number 2

2018-07-31 01:09:54 UTC

>Family tells me I look thinner and healthier

2018-07-31 01:10:40 UTC

>look in mirror one day while lifting, notice for the first time in my life I'm actually confident with the way I look

2018-07-31 01:10:56 UTC

>Feel more alive than ever

2018-07-31 01:11:39 UTC

>Tfw reality sets in and I realize no matter how much weight I lost and how many dumb bells I life I will always be a social retard

2018-07-31 01:33:49 UTC

This is like word for word me like down to the tee it's sacry

2018-07-31 01:35:37 UTC

Welcome to the club m8

2018-07-31 01:35:40 UTC

lets get t-shirts

2018-07-31 02:11:26 UTC

Hecka yeah no more fat Bois for lyfe

2018-07-31 02:11:28 UTC

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2018-07-31 02:11:53 UTC

<:PillBlack:465453395336101889>

2018-07-31 18:25:06 UTC

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/462997453181026307/473919050297245737/Screenshot_20180731-1223262.png

2018-07-31 18:25:16 UTC

My life personified

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