yes

god im miserable

^^^^

Same

About to start smoking to kill myself sooner

oh word

sounds like a plan

@MooseMuffin good idea

i just want to see a fucking therapist

Pock, I'll probably will do that tbh
I don't think a therapist can help me sadly

i dont think therapy itself can help me either but drugs might

me2

I don't want to be reliant on pills

i really dont care about being reliant at this point

i just want to stop feeling like shit

I see

If you do get on it, tell me how that goes

ya I didn’t wanted to get put on meds so I never went to therapy

went to a psychologist once, but never again

ive been before but i stopped going because i didnt like the therapist

They wanted to put me on stuff but I was under eighteen and I wasn’t flat out telling them that I wanted to kill myself so it was a harder process for them to actually get me the medication

Never been to a therapist before, think it's kinda of waste of time

yeah

it was especially a waste of time for me because I don’t really talk to people that I’m not really close with

so in order for it to actually be effective, I would’ve had to be on meds

which I don’t want

I can talk to random people but on the inside I'm dying

I can talk to people like this, but face to face I really struggle

I feel dumb

real dumb hours

Ya

Unironically I used to stutter pretty bad when talking to people irl

oof, that’s rough

I just get really red in the face

I feel like there is only one person who I can really be honest with

@MooseMuffin I was like that too, it really sucks

i lost my ability to talk for a week

yeah there’s really only one person I can have actual genuine conversations with

and tell everything

yeah

tfw have the day off

Same, well I can be honest with like 5 people only, but other than that I just keep it to myself usually.
My stuttering isn't as bad but I can it's there, and I notice it. Still working on it

God bless niqqa

how was that @skap

army beat navy so we got the day off

also uh ssris are garbage and make u a zombie cumbo

wouldn’t recommend

^

that I learned when training to become a pharm tech (:

i learned that when i was prescribed them

id rather be numb than horribly miserable

it’s not pleasant

neither is this

being on ssris is literally bunghole

when good shit does happen it’s like

not good

also there’s brain zaps which are pretty common and unpleasant

just ok

nothing good ever happens

normie

cumlee good shit does happen

imagine having good things happen to u

when u find good thread on 4channel.com

4channel.gov

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wait what are brain zaps

wanna talk about it cumbleezy

im willing to vc

a nicca kinda sick tho

eh

asse

mmm more mucus chunks

mmmmmm sentraline

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i wanna fucking die

my brother killed 22 people last night in afghanistan LMFAO

i am so god damn fucking mad

based ranger 11c

heh xd

Why is caf so cool

is he?

no

yes

Um yes

cumwagen

festive

Ye

cafwagen

so what’s the truth

Ye

hmm

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