I've come across his books before altho i never actually read them, thanks for reminding me

i think all of them are on youtube as audiobooks

they're all fantastic

i went to his institute in virginia for a week

Oooooo

completely changes how you look at reality

and that was just an entry program

but i was only 20 at the time, i need to grow more before going back

Hmmmm

I always dream of me being in the mountains but this time the forest was burning

Does it mean something?

When you ask yourself what it means what do you hear?

we wouldnt be able to tell you how your subconscious is communicating to you

i would pay attention to what forests mean to you

what fire means to you

what mountains mean to you

and how you felt when you witnessed all of it

have you ever gotten into lucid dreaming?

Hmm I'll meditate about it since it was a confusing experience

Yes

thatll open up a lot of what your dream metaphors are

The dream before the fire one was lucid

I was in the US with me girl

what knocked you out of lucidity?

I went to sleep in the dream but the fire one wasn't lucid

I kept it in my dream journal

@chonkyfire what if it means a rebirth?

it totally could

Forestal fires are part of the ecosystem and it burns the old trees so new ones could grow

if you keep that info at the forefront when you think of forest fires

Maybe I'm the mountain and the fire was my plan of moving

it could very well be that

are you going through a time of change?

Yes

anything lingering that keeps you up?

I'm in the process of moving to the US

I gave everything I have

Even my health

"gave everything i have" seems to be an indication of why shit was on fire

Also I wrote that I was glad during the fire, nervous but glad

glad to move to the states?

Yes

well, i guess you found your answers

I wanted to go since I was a child

And people can't live here

i would meditate on it to be sure, ask your subconscious "why now?" for that feeling

unless its a culmination of all your feelings in one experience

Hmm I'll do that

Thanks man

np <:twinkie:619647999643222016>

if you wanna enter a deeper meditation using a binural beat i can find one for you

if youve ever used auditory aids

Please

I normally do it in silence

But I can try

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mgwd_3k3pOw

this channel and "meditative mind" are my favorite beats

other than the ones from hemisync (monroe institute's technology) and centerpointe's (another institute studying consciousness)

Thanks!

<:twinkie:619647999643222016>

much luck to you bro

<3

Btw idk if it has any effect but my gf lives in the US so she's a big reason why I'm so excited to move idk I would like to understand the dream, I'm sure I'll know once I meditate about it

once you acknowledge it in meditation, there's a chance your subconscious may communicate more messages about your underlying feelings about things

Indeed

did i just get cursed

@mister What?

I've meditated about my dream and what I gathered is that the fire means my fear of a sudden change but also I'm expecting it

I'm scared of it failing or in this case spreading too much

Strange dream
- back in high school, writing essays in a class
- left with people who had faces of people i knew (eva k & rob h)
- asked if we could hurry to get their food bc i had the essay
- they said yes but took their time

Probably a metaphor for having a lot of classwork recently and feeling overstressed

Second dream after i went to bed

-bushes next to pond outside house were cut down
-landscaped to have two paths for the water (fork -> singular stream)
-pond was flooding over the fork
-told neighbor that it looked cool
-came over and started talking about burgers, noticed he was running a kitchen business of some sort in his house
-told us to get burgers
-we get burgers

I have no idea what this is

Third dream last night:
-some people stay over with us
-2 animals with them? Dog and cat
-one person got scared of a spider
-lifted sheets, spider wasnt there
-i got annoyed

Thats all i remember. Maybe another metaphor to go with the first one of how im getting frustrated with my recent class-related burdens?

I keep dreaming that I'm simultaneously holding a star while puking/falling into it, this maybe repeats a 100 times until the motion of it all blacksout/whitesout and thoughts and people become one thing on these shapes and we all just carry the hell on like it's no body's business...

Anyone got a frame of reference for me to build off?

@Pryzmus

It means your lukewarm

?

**Revelation 3:16 - New Revised Standard Version (NRSV)**

```Dust


<16> So, because you are lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I am about to spit you out of my mouth. ```

@Pryzmus

**Revelation 3:15 - New Revised Standard Version (NRSV)**

```Dust


<15> "I know your works; you are neither cold nor hot. I wish that you were either cold or hot. ```

**Revelation 3:17 - New Revised Standard Version (NRSV)**

```Dust


<17> For you say, 'I am rich, I have prospered, and I need nothing.' You do not realize that you are wretched, pitiable, poor, blind, and naked. ```

**Revelation 3:19 - New Revised Standard Version (NRSV)**

```Dust


<19> I reprove and discipline those whom I love. Be earnest, therefore, and repent. ```

I was laying in bed, looking at the ceiling, and I saw the torso of a shadowy figure come from the darkness. The shade's torso was large, about 5 feet long, with equally long slender arms which I couldn't see the terminations because they ended in the shadow. It's head was round with a cone like top. The more I looked at where it's face should be, the more I saw this skin over the shape of what it's eyes and mouth should be.
The worst part? Since this was freaking me out I tried to shuffle things near the only light source in my room and instead of finding what was surely just causing an odd shadow, I saw the thing fucking retreat into the darkness
This wasn't some "corner of my eye" bullshit, this was something that I could look straight at from various angles and it didn't move
It just did what I only can only describe as stare at me, with the skin covered eyes

I’ve had the same experience

did you eat the damn fruit

Had a dream that for some reason I met a famous woman who invited me in to her car, which she then drove through different dimensions until we reached her dimension, which she then married her daughter to me who was a succubus and it was for some reason that she did it 'I don't know' . The succubus name was Behelmheit.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TNOV26QUyi4

Today's dream was non supernatural, though there was one factor that bears pointing out.
Like most dreams I have, the architecture of spaces is mismatched, where I was entering the building with highest laboratories of my university, but it's interior was that of a lego replica of an Illuminati room of sorts. I only recognized the more normie tier symbols like the eye within the compass and ruler, blue starred drapes on a dimly candlelit room. All of these details expertly replicated in lego. In the middle of the room was a normal, non-lego cardboard box that I promptly took and ran. The rest of the dream was me running from red cloacked figures through my hometown and has nothing of interest, just me having Metal Gear like camouflage abilities and seeing a surprising amount of kodak stores open.

So what do you think of it?

Legos symbolize transformation and construction, and in my childhood I associated the things I built with it with greate power. I have no idea what I stole or why I returned to my hometown

have you been really invested in conspiracy-esque information? lots of symbolism going on too

@yes

Yeah, but it has been mostly been earthly conspiracies. I wasn't invested in freemasons in a long long time

all my dreams are psychological thrillers prob better if i don't remember em

I got back into /x/ after years of no 4chan recently, I had horrible dreams about a man with backwards legs appearing randomly killing my friends and generally just chasing me. He would be in dreams that had no relevance to him, but would immediately make them about him. He wears a red flannel and looks disheveled, i have not seen his face due to his hair usually being in it. (it's quite similar to mine.)

Me Cole Kassie and jack were walking down the road my house is on, my car was at the grocery store parking lot. Jack and Kassie were talking about drama or something so they stayed at the top of the grocery store parking lot by the tunnel, me and Cole went to pick up my car. When me and Cole got to my car we heard the worst scream, it was 3 separate screams each sounded horrifying.

It felt like I could tell who was screaming, it was obvious that it was Jack and Kassie but one of their screams was echoing almost like it was being played back in a speaker or someone was mimicking it. When we got there Kassie was screaming and pointing at a bush. Kassie was in shambles saying jack dropped her cigarettes and went to look for them. (it reminded me of the mother in hereditary after looking in the car.) Jack was laying in the Bush face down, she was wearing a bomber jacket and it was torn apart with fluff coming out of it and signs of blood.

Cole flipped her over and stood back and started crying saying she was dead. Shadows were drawn over her face so I couldn't see what Cole did. Kassie stopped screaming and went into a state of shock rocking back and forth. Then we heard another scream, exactly like the scream that was being echoed. Far down the street past the church where I live was a person in a red flannel stumbling down the street. I immediately knew it was them screaming, the way it walked scared me the most. It's like my brain immediately knew it wasn't right.

It was walking away from us, it was bouncing up and down like a marionette but its arms weren't flailing. Cole pulled out a pocket knife and Kassie grabbed a piece of rebar that was next to jack. It screamed again and I felt a really intense anxiety, I realized that it wasn't walking away from us rather its legs were bending the wrong way. I woke up and didn't fall back asleep.

(this was the first dream, i wrote it down immediately after waking up.)

so what do you think of it?

seems like youre pretty good at journaling dreams, this is pretty detailed

are you very familiar with dream interpretation? @furtive_pygmy

Yes, not learned enough to do it myself though.

I have had a dream journal for quite a while, never as one book but more if i feel they are important i write them on whatever is near.

Do you have social media to follow?