Yes

anything lingering that keeps you up?

I'm in the process of moving to the US

I gave everything I have

Even my health

"gave everything i have" seems to be an indication of why shit was on fire

Also I wrote that I was glad during the fire, nervous but glad

glad to move to the states?

Yes

well, i guess you found your answers

I wanted to go since I was a child

And people can't live here

i would meditate on it to be sure, ask your subconscious "why now?" for that feeling

unless its a culmination of all your feelings in one experience

Hmm I'll do that

Thanks man

np <:twinkie:619647999643222016>

if you wanna enter a deeper meditation using a binural beat i can find one for you

if youve ever used auditory aids

Please

I normally do it in silence

But I can try

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mgwd_3k3pOw

this channel and "meditative mind" are my favorite beats

other than the ones from hemisync (monroe institute's technology) and centerpointe's (another institute studying consciousness)

Thanks!

<:twinkie:619647999643222016>

much luck to you bro

<3

Btw idk if it has any effect but my gf lives in the US so she's a big reason why I'm so excited to move idk I would like to understand the dream, I'm sure I'll know once I meditate about it

once you acknowledge it in meditation, there's a chance your subconscious may communicate more messages about your underlying feelings about things

Indeed

did i just get cursed

@mister What?

I've meditated about my dream and what I gathered is that the fire means my fear of a sudden change but also I'm expecting it

I'm scared of it failing or in this case spreading too much

Strange dream
- back in high school, writing essays in a class
- left with people who had faces of people i knew (eva k & rob h)
- asked if we could hurry to get their food bc i had the essay
- they said yes but took their time

Probably a metaphor for having a lot of classwork recently and feeling overstressed

Second dream after i went to bed

-bushes next to pond outside house were cut down
-landscaped to have two paths for the water (fork -> singular stream)
-pond was flooding over the fork
-told neighbor that it looked cool
-came over and started talking about burgers, noticed he was running a kitchen business of some sort in his house
-told us to get burgers
-we get burgers

I have no idea what this is

Third dream last night:
-some people stay over with us
-2 animals with them? Dog and cat
-one person got scared of a spider
-lifted sheets, spider wasnt there
-i got annoyed

Thats all i remember. Maybe another metaphor to go with the first one of how im getting frustrated with my recent class-related burdens?

I keep dreaming that I'm simultaneously holding a star while puking/falling into it, this maybe repeats a 100 times until the motion of it all blacksout/whitesout and thoughts and people become one thing on these shapes and we all just carry the hell on like it's no body's business...

Anyone got a frame of reference for me to build off?

@Pryzmus

It means your lukewarm

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