Message from @El Julien

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2019-09-18 04:47:20 UTC  

Oooooo

2019-09-18 04:47:25 UTC  

completely changes how you look at reality

2019-09-18 04:47:34 UTC  

and that was just an entry program

2019-09-18 04:47:47 UTC  

but i was only 20 at the time, i need to grow more before going back

2019-09-18 04:47:55 UTC  

Hmmmm

2019-09-18 04:48:40 UTC  

I always dream of me being in the mountains but this time the forest was burning

2019-09-18 04:48:46 UTC  

Does it mean something?

2019-09-18 04:49:12 UTC  

When you ask yourself what it means what do you hear?

2019-09-18 04:49:13 UTC  

we wouldnt be able to tell you how your subconscious is communicating to you

2019-09-18 04:49:21 UTC  

i would pay attention to what forests mean to you

2019-09-18 04:49:25 UTC  

what fire means to you

2019-09-18 04:49:28 UTC  

what mountains mean to you

2019-09-18 04:49:34 UTC  

and how you felt when you witnessed all of it

2019-09-18 04:50:06 UTC  

have you ever gotten into lucid dreaming?

2019-09-18 04:50:10 UTC  

Hmm I'll meditate about it since it was a confusing experience

2019-09-18 04:50:12 UTC  

Yes

2019-09-18 04:50:24 UTC  

thatll open up a lot of what your dream metaphors are

2019-09-18 04:50:50 UTC  

The dream before the fire one was lucid

2019-09-18 04:51:00 UTC  

I was in the US with me girl

2019-09-18 04:51:02 UTC  

what knocked you out of lucidity?

2019-09-18 04:51:31 UTC  

I went to sleep in the dream but the fire one wasn't lucid

2019-09-18 04:51:41 UTC  

I kept it in my dream journal

2019-09-18 04:52:49 UTC  

@chonkyfire what if it means a rebirth?

2019-09-18 04:53:12 UTC  

it totally could

2019-09-18 04:53:25 UTC  

Forestal fires are part of the ecosystem and it burns the old trees so new ones could grow

2019-09-18 04:53:37 UTC  

if you keep that info at the forefront when you think of forest fires

2019-09-18 04:53:40 UTC  

Maybe I'm the mountain and the fire was my plan of moving

2019-09-18 04:53:41 UTC  

it could very well be that

2019-09-18 04:53:45 UTC  

are you going through a time of change?

2019-09-18 04:53:49 UTC  

Yes

2019-09-18 04:53:52 UTC  

anything lingering that keeps you up?

2019-09-18 04:54:03 UTC  

I'm in the process of moving to the US

2019-09-18 04:54:17 UTC  

I gave everything I have

2019-09-18 04:54:22 UTC  

Even my health

2019-09-18 04:54:49 UTC  

"gave everything i have" seems to be an indication of why shit was on fire

2019-09-18 04:54:55 UTC  

Also I wrote that I was glad during the fire, nervous but glad

2019-09-18 04:55:08 UTC  

glad to move to the states?

2019-09-18 04:55:11 UTC  

Yes

2019-09-18 04:55:25 UTC  

well, i guess you found your answers

2019-09-18 04:55:30 UTC  

I wanted to go since I was a child

2019-09-18 04:55:38 UTC  

And people can't live here