Message from @Moad

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2019-09-18 05:00:24 UTC  

once you acknowledge it in meditation, there's a chance your subconscious may communicate more messages about your underlying feelings about things

2019-09-18 05:00:52 UTC  

Indeed

2019-09-18 06:54:06 UTC  

did i just get cursed

2019-09-18 06:55:07 UTC  

@mister What?

2019-09-19 04:18:38 UTC  

I've meditated about my dream and what I gathered is that the fire means my fear of a sudden change but also I'm expecting it

2019-09-19 04:19:13 UTC  

I'm scared of it failing or in this case spreading too much

2019-09-19 14:01:42 UTC  

Strange dream
- back in high school, writing essays in a class
- left with people who had faces of people i knew (eva k & rob h)
- asked if we could hurry to get their food bc i had the essay
- they said yes but took their time

Probably a metaphor for having a lot of classwork recently and feeling overstressed

Second dream after i went to bed

-bushes next to pond outside house were cut down
-landscaped to have two paths for the water (fork -> singular stream)
-pond was flooding over the fork
-told neighbor that it looked cool
-came over and started talking about burgers, noticed he was running a kitchen business of some sort in his house
-told us to get burgers
-we get burgers

I have no idea what this is

Third dream last night:
-some people stay over with us
-2 animals with them? Dog and cat
-one person got scared of a spider
-lifted sheets, spider wasnt there
-i got annoyed

Thats all i remember. Maybe another metaphor to go with the first one of how im getting frustrated with my recent class-related burdens?

2019-09-20 09:50:24 UTC  

I keep dreaming that I'm simultaneously holding a star while puking/falling into it, this maybe repeats a 100 times until the motion of it all blacksout/whitesout and thoughts and people become one thing on these shapes and we all just carry the hell on like it's no body's business...

Anyone got a frame of reference for me to build off?

2019-09-20 09:52:41 UTC  
2019-09-20 09:53:22 UTC  

It means your lukewarm

2019-09-20 09:55:49 UTC  

?

2019-09-20 10:02:45 UTC  

**Revelation 3:16 - New Revised Standard Version (NRSV)**

```Dust


<16> So, because you are lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I am about to spit you out of my mouth. ```

2019-09-20 10:03:30 UTC  
2019-09-20 10:04:27 UTC  

**Revelation 3:15 - New Revised Standard Version (NRSV)**

```Dust


<15> "I know your works; you are neither cold nor hot. I wish that you were either cold or hot. ```

2019-09-20 10:06:10 UTC  

**Revelation 3:17 - New Revised Standard Version (NRSV)**

```Dust


<17> For you say, 'I am rich, I have prospered, and I need nothing.' You do not realize that you are wretched, pitiable, poor, blind, and naked. ```

2019-09-20 10:09:05 UTC  

**Revelation 3:19 - New Revised Standard Version (NRSV)**

```Dust


<19> I reprove and discipline those whom I love. Be earnest, therefore, and repent. ```

2019-09-22 19:53:54 UTC  

I was laying in bed, looking at the ceiling, and I saw the torso of a shadowy figure come from the darkness. The shade's torso was large, about 5 feet long, with equally long slender arms which I couldn't see the terminations because they ended in the shadow. It's head was round with a cone like top. The more I looked at where it's face should be, the more I saw this skin over the shape of what it's eyes and mouth should be.
The worst part? Since this was freaking me out I tried to shuffle things near the only light source in my room and instead of finding what was surely just causing an odd shadow, I saw the thing fucking retreat into the darkness
This wasn't some "corner of my eye" bullshit, this was something that I could look straight at from various angles and it didn't move
It just did what I only can only describe as stare at me, with the skin covered eyes

2019-09-22 20:05:46 UTC  

I’ve had the same experience

2019-09-23 03:48:37 UTC  

did you eat the damn fruit

2019-09-23 14:33:58 UTC  

Had a dream that for some reason I met a famous woman who invited me in to her car, which she then drove through different dimensions until we reached her dimension, which she then married her daughter to me who was a succubus and it was for some reason that she did it 'I don't know' . The succubus name was Behelmheit.

2019-09-26 19:45:41 UTC  

Today's dream was non supernatural, though there was one factor that bears pointing out.
Like most dreams I have, the architecture of spaces is mismatched, where I was entering the building with highest laboratories of my university, but it's interior was that of a lego replica of an Illuminati room of sorts. I only recognized the more normie tier symbols like the eye within the compass and ruler, blue starred drapes on a dimly candlelit room. All of these details expertly replicated in lego. In the middle of the room was a normal, non-lego cardboard box that I promptly took and ran. The rest of the dream was me running from red cloacked figures through my hometown and has nothing of interest, just me having Metal Gear like camouflage abilities and seeing a surprising amount of kodak stores open.

2019-09-26 19:49:02 UTC  

So what do you think of it?

2019-09-26 20:40:47 UTC  

Legos symbolize transformation and construction, and in my childhood I associated the things I built with it with greate power. I have no idea what I stole or why I returned to my hometown

2019-09-28 02:20:56 UTC  

have you been really invested in conspiracy-esque information? lots of symbolism going on too

2019-09-28 02:21:01 UTC  
2019-09-28 11:01:53 UTC  

Yeah, but it has been mostly been earthly conspiracies. I wasn't invested in freemasons in a long long time

2019-09-28 20:48:21 UTC  

all my dreams are psychological thrillers prob better if i don't remember em

2019-09-29 06:38:34 UTC  

I got back into /x/ after years of no 4chan recently, I had horrible dreams about a man with backwards legs appearing randomly killing my friends and generally just chasing me. He would be in dreams that had no relevance to him, but would immediately make them about him. He wears a red flannel and looks disheveled, i have not seen his face due to his hair usually being in it. (it's quite similar to mine.)

2019-09-29 06:41:10 UTC  

Me Cole Kassie and jack were walking down the road my house is on, my car was at the grocery store parking lot. Jack and Kassie were talking about drama or something so they stayed at the top of the grocery store parking lot by the tunnel, me and Cole went to pick up my car. When me and Cole got to my car we heard the worst scream, it was 3 separate screams each sounded horrifying.

It felt like I could tell who was screaming, it was obvious that it was Jack and Kassie but one of their screams was echoing almost like it was being played back in a speaker or someone was mimicking it. When we got there Kassie was screaming and pointing at a bush. Kassie was in shambles saying jack dropped her cigarettes and went to look for them. (it reminded me of the mother in hereditary after looking in the car.) Jack was laying in the Bush face down, she was wearing a bomber jacket and it was torn apart with fluff coming out of it and signs of blood.

Cole flipped her over and stood back and started crying saying she was dead. Shadows were drawn over her face so I couldn't see what Cole did. Kassie stopped screaming and went into a state of shock rocking back and forth. Then we heard another scream, exactly like the scream that was being echoed. Far down the street past the church where I live was a person in a red flannel stumbling down the street. I immediately knew it was them screaming, the way it walked scared me the most. It's like my brain immediately knew it wasn't right.

It was walking away from us, it was bouncing up and down like a marionette but its arms weren't flailing. Cole pulled out a pocket knife and Kassie grabbed a piece of rebar that was next to jack. It screamed again and I felt a really intense anxiety, I realized that it wasn't walking away from us rather its legs were bending the wrong way. I woke up and didn't fall back asleep.

2019-09-29 06:42:44 UTC  

(this was the first dream, i wrote it down immediately after waking up.)

2019-09-29 18:17:58 UTC  

so what do you think of it?

2019-09-29 18:18:12 UTC  

seems like youre pretty good at journaling dreams, this is pretty detailed

2019-09-29 18:18:23 UTC  

are you very familiar with dream interpretation? @furtive_pygmy

2019-09-29 18:22:45 UTC  

Yes, not learned enough to do it myself though.

2019-09-29 18:24:21 UTC  

I have had a dream journal for quite a while, never as one book but more if i feel they are important i write them on whatever is near.

2019-10-03 06:06:49 UTC  

Do you have social media to follow?

2019-10-23 23:08:10 UTC  

I don't have a sex life in my dreams.

2019-10-24 00:26:12 UTC  

Cant imagine you would if you dont have a sex life irl

2019-10-24 00:26:28 UTC  

Nothing to mirror and represent from reality

2019-10-24 03:10:45 UTC  

I have in dreams before, but now either times I attempt it or it tries it on me it just doesn't happen. I either try it or refuse it, but the result is the same, nothing happens.