you dont pay for seeing a shrink here

idk about america

I wish I was dead to avoid X

But actual suicide hell no

My mom would go right after me

you don't even fill paperwork you just go if you're insured which you probably are

in usa a shrink is kinda expensive, but generally you can go to the 72 hour thing and get a rec that makes insurance cover it if they don't outright

Tho depression and suicide runs in my family

usa is weird

yea :<

you know what's super fucked

My mom takes meds for chemical imbalance

we have specialist shrinks for pedos, and it _works_, but

you can only go to them after you've been convicted of pedo crimes

I know a pedo

why do they help pedos instead of shooting them on sight

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He told me he touched a girl's butt at the swimming pool

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So I called the cops

whats a shrink

a psychiatrist

therapist

i mean i'd be all for preventative mental health care for pedos

or a psychologist

He later thanked me after he got help

preventing victims > punishing offenders

Now has gf

I mean, shooting pedos does prevent victems

^

Kek

nah bc you do it after they already made a victim

then again people who gt help are probably a small fraction

Im always baffled at how much pedophiles are hated

imagine if the pedo was readily able to get help before they hurt any kids at _all_ yknow?

Oh boy

Whats the cultural significance

I think its the hatred for defenseless victims

wat

No shit

Hatred of crimes agaisnt defebseless victims

And our natural instincts towards protecting children

touch kids = get your dick mutilated

also bc being abused, sexually or otherwise, as a child

eventually killed

kinda sticks with you, fucks you up

They usually have no life atter

Well deserved

>I promise not to get political
*takes hit*
>is there anything really wrong with pedos besides the whole hurting kids thing?

hanging seems like a more sure way

I hate kids myself and would never want to have one but pedos piss me off

anyway point is @spaqin dont kill urself, go find a shrink, do a cbt

i don't have the resources tho

maybe around march or so

i will have the time to do sth

do you have reading time

nah those memes don't work

bc if so look into online cbt and take it seriously, it is effective

you just gotta actually put the effort in

just like with a shrink in front of you

Ye

they do work if you go for a legit one where you chat/email with a shrink

If you cooperate as much as you can

those are v effective if you put the effort in for em, anything that'll really bring you out of this will be effort but worth it i promise it's worth the effort

They can fix you uo

*up

And life does get better when it gets easoer

*easier

and once you handle the wanting to kill yourself thing you can start working on self image and that's a real fuckin game changer

this

Such a relif

*relief

When I found a self within me

And realized I was using it for what I already wanted to use it for

Amazing

i used to think i was ugly and useless and a failure for dropping out, had no respect for myself, and it showed

same

This

and once i got the suicidal ideation mostly worked out and started working on that

but then i realized programming is just not a thing I can learn

gave up the dream and I'm kinda better now

signed up for different course

different university

so far so good

Ive always wanted to do uni

But its just not going to work out

self-respect does a lot more than someone who hasn't built it up might expect

College is the same level anyway

i used to be a tfw no gf, still am but for v different reasons

idk about where you are but uni/college is the same shit here

went from "nobody wants kaytee" to being too fkn picky

Its different in the Netherlands

Uni is more prestige

College is practical

Job skills etc

But Im sick anyway

there's no difference here

you get a degree anyway

its equal

IBS is killing me