Message from @Kaytee

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2018-01-09 21:16:06 UTC  

No shit

2018-01-09 21:16:17 UTC  

Hatred of crimes agaisnt defebseless victims

2018-01-09 21:16:36 UTC  

And our natural instincts towards protecting children

2018-01-09 21:16:40 UTC  

touch kids = get your dick mutilated

2018-01-09 21:16:43 UTC  

also bc being abused, sexually or otherwise, as a child

2018-01-09 21:16:45 UTC  

eventually killed

2018-01-09 21:16:48 UTC  

kinda sticks with you, fucks you up

2018-01-09 21:16:54 UTC  

They usually have no life atter

2018-01-09 21:16:57 UTC  

Well deserved

2018-01-09 21:17:26 UTC  

>I promise not to get political
*takes hit*
>is there anything really wrong with pedos besides the whole hurting kids thing?

2018-01-09 21:17:47 UTC  

hanging seems like a more sure way

2018-01-09 21:17:51 UTC  

I hate kids myself and would never want to have one but pedos piss me off

2018-01-09 21:17:54 UTC  

anyway point is @spaqin dont kill urself, go find a shrink, do a cbt

2018-01-09 21:17:56 UTC  

i don't have the resources tho

2018-01-09 21:18:24 UTC  

maybe around march or so

2018-01-09 21:18:46 UTC  

i will have the time to do sth

2018-01-09 21:18:48 UTC  

do you have reading time

2018-01-09 21:18:58 UTC  

nah those memes don't work

2018-01-09 21:19:04 UTC  

bc if so look into online cbt and take it seriously, it is effective

2018-01-09 21:19:12 UTC  

you just gotta actually put the effort in

2018-01-09 21:19:17 UTC  

just like with a shrink in front of you

2018-01-09 21:20:09 UTC  

Ye

2018-01-09 21:20:18 UTC  

they do work if you go for a legit one where you chat/email with a shrink

2018-01-09 21:20:49 UTC  

If you cooperate as much as you can

2018-01-09 21:20:56 UTC  

those are v effective if you put the effort in for em, anything that'll really bring you out of this will be effort but worth it i promise it's worth the effort

2018-01-09 21:20:59 UTC  

They can fix you uo

2018-01-09 21:21:02 UTC  

*up

2018-01-09 21:21:15 UTC  

And life does get better when it gets easoer

2018-01-09 21:21:18 UTC  

*easier

2018-01-09 21:22:03 UTC  

and once you handle the wanting to kill yourself thing you can start working on self image and that's a real fuckin game changer

2018-01-09 21:22:11 UTC  

this

2018-01-09 21:22:18 UTC  

Such a relif

2018-01-09 21:22:21 UTC  

*relief

2018-01-09 21:22:31 UTC  

When I found a self within me

2018-01-09 21:22:50 UTC  

And realized I was using it for what I already wanted to use it for

2018-01-09 21:22:52 UTC  

Amazing

2018-01-09 21:22:53 UTC  

i used to think i was ugly and useless and a failure for dropping out, had no respect for myself, and it showed

2018-01-09 21:23:03 UTC  

same

2018-01-09 21:23:04 UTC  

This

2018-01-09 21:23:08 UTC  

and once i got the suicidal ideation mostly worked out and started working on that

2018-01-09 21:23:15 UTC  

but then i realized programming is just not a thing I can learn