seeking to please everyone

That doesn’t make you bad

That's not true lmao Putin

Selfless people have an ego

Their ego is what drives them

maybe i just

dont want to walk this earth anymore

and suffer anymore

all life is

unless you're rich

is a carnival of pain

anxiety

Suicide is cowardly

sufferring

meh i'd rather destroy the whole world

with me

TBH

You either carve your own place in this life

nah

we're all pawns

Or you bow to it's suffering

cogs

driven by our DNA

free wills an illusion

if i had a choice i'd not be what i am now

Free thought is a form of free will

You can chose to find a better situation

You can work towards that

Free will still exists, circumstances may override it sometimes

@Rex Colt Use your want to be ruthless as a driver

i dont even wanna exist

TBH

i just want to be nothing

For example, I'm entering and studying politics so I can bring about change and influence

Ik what you mean

I'd argue it's a testing transition

meh TBH

all I want is a riot to happen

so i can kill random people

like

I'm literally a terrminator

i hate humans

You either fail, succumbed to life, or prevail, driving yourself head first into life

Be smart about it

Don't publicly be like that

Manipulate your surroundings to boost yourself

This

If you care so little about your surroundings why not use it to your advantage

Become a lawyer and exploit people for money

^

@Rex Colt You got Netflix?

no

i dont like TV

I can give you mine if you'd like, I'd highly recommend watching house of cards

Political show

I seriously just want to join the army

or something

I just have nothing to live for

There you go

Join the army and go for the highest special forces you can land

thing is

my mental health

disqualifies me

Diagnosed?

yep

OCD

m

You can try getting waved through

They might excuse it if it’s not serious

i got a strong sense of self hatred TBH

like I know how i'm a selfish mean manipulative asshole

and I hate myself for it

😎 😎 😎 😎 😎 😎 😎 😎 😎 😎 😎 😎 😎 😎 😎 😎 😎 😎 😎 😎 😎

i'm literally at the point where

beating and cutting myself

"feels good" compaired to the mental pain and lonelyness i feel

Lame

whateverr

this worlds shit

😎

Self harm is one of the worst things you can do as a human

It’s a big red flag that you need help

Help isn’t a bad thing either

nah

medicating me till i accept liberalism

isnt gonna help me

I wasn’t saying medicine

what then?

what could solve a misanthropic angry hateful person like me?

Someone who you truly care about and want to protect

yeah fat chance

no woman wants a guy like me

The fact 97% of people who know me didnt think I was this crazy.

sorryb ok now

I took a walk to the fucking pond

and threw fucking stones

epic

Anyone here listen to Dr Peacock

i just love putting my ear up to a doctor's peeing cock

sure