Message from @Rex Colt

Discord ID: 458122841318227980


2018-06-18 03:52:15 UTC  

Political show

2018-06-18 03:52:49 UTC  

I seriously just want to join the army

2018-06-18 03:52:52 UTC  

or something

2018-06-18 03:52:57 UTC  

I just have nothing to live for

2018-06-18 03:53:18 UTC  

There you go

2018-06-18 03:53:38 UTC  

Join the army and go for the highest special forces you can land

2018-06-18 03:53:45 UTC  

thing is

2018-06-18 03:53:47 UTC  

my mental health

2018-06-18 03:53:52 UTC  

disqualifies me

2018-06-18 03:54:07 UTC  

Diagnosed?

2018-06-18 03:54:28 UTC  

yep

2018-06-18 03:54:29 UTC  

OCD

2018-06-18 03:56:04 UTC  

m

2018-06-18 03:56:05 UTC  

You can try getting waved through

2018-06-18 03:56:13 UTC  

They might excuse it if it’s not serious

2018-06-18 04:02:11 UTC  

i got a strong sense of self hatred TBH

2018-06-18 04:02:21 UTC  

like I know how i'm a selfish mean manipulative asshole

2018-06-18 04:02:24 UTC  

and I hate myself for it

2018-06-18 04:04:59 UTC  

😎 😎 😎 😎 😎 😎 😎 😎 😎 😎 😎 😎 😎 😎 😎 😎 😎 😎 😎 😎 😎

2018-06-18 04:16:33 UTC  

i'm literally at the point where

2018-06-18 04:16:36 UTC  

beating and cutting myself

2018-06-18 04:16:46 UTC  

"feels good" compaired to the mental pain and lonelyness i feel

2018-06-18 04:18:09 UTC  

Lame

2018-06-18 04:19:35 UTC  

whateverr

2018-06-18 04:19:38 UTC  

this worlds shit

2018-06-18 04:20:01 UTC  

😎

2018-06-18 04:21:51 UTC  

Self harm is one of the worst things you can do as a human

2018-06-18 04:22:50 UTC  

It’s a big red flag that you need help

2018-06-18 04:22:59 UTC  

Help isn’t a bad thing either

2018-06-18 04:33:25 UTC  

nah

2018-06-18 04:33:32 UTC  

medicating me till i accept liberalism

2018-06-18 04:33:36 UTC  

isnt gonna help me

2018-06-18 04:34:04 UTC  

I wasn’t saying medicine

2018-06-18 04:49:03 UTC  

what then?

2018-06-18 04:49:15 UTC  

what could solve a misanthropic angry hateful person like me?

2018-06-18 04:50:56 UTC  

Someone who you truly care about and want to protect

2018-06-18 04:51:34 UTC  

yeah fat chance

2018-06-18 04:51:39 UTC  

no woman wants a guy like me

2018-06-18 04:55:58 UTC  

The fact 97% of people who know me didnt think I was this crazy.

2018-06-18 06:08:18 UTC  

sorryb ok now

2018-06-18 06:08:24 UTC  

I took a walk to the fucking pond