all life is

unless you're rich

is a carnival of pain

anxiety

Suicide is cowardly

sufferring

meh i'd rather destroy the whole world

with me

TBH

You either carve your own place in this life

nah

we're all pawns

Or you bow to it's suffering

cogs

driven by our DNA

free wills an illusion

if i had a choice i'd not be what i am now

Free thought is a form of free will

You can chose to find a better situation

You can work towards that

Free will still exists, circumstances may override it sometimes

@Rex Colt Use your want to be ruthless as a driver

i dont even wanna exist

TBH

i just want to be nothing

For example, I'm entering and studying politics so I can bring about change and influence

Ik what you mean

I'd argue it's a testing transition

meh TBH

all I want is a riot to happen

so i can kill random people

like

I'm literally a terrminator

i hate humans

You either fail, succumbed to life, or prevail, driving yourself head first into life

Be smart about it

Don't publicly be like that

Manipulate your surroundings to boost yourself

This

If you care so little about your surroundings why not use it to your advantage

Become a lawyer and exploit people for money