For example, I'm entering and studying politics so I can bring about change and influence

Ik what you mean

I'd argue it's a testing transition

meh TBH

all I want is a riot to happen

so i can kill random people

like

I'm literally a terrminator

i hate humans

You either fail, succumbed to life, or prevail, driving yourself head first into life

Be smart about it

Don't publicly be like that

Manipulate your surroundings to boost yourself

This

If you care so little about your surroundings why not use it to your advantage

Become a lawyer and exploit people for money

^

@Rex Colt You got Netflix?

no

i dont like TV

I can give you mine if you'd like, I'd highly recommend watching house of cards

Political show

I seriously just want to join the army

or something

I just have nothing to live for

There you go

Join the army and go for the highest special forces you can land

thing is

my mental health

disqualifies me

Diagnosed?

yep

OCD

m

You can try getting waved through

They might excuse it if it’s not serious

i got a strong sense of self hatred TBH

like I know how i'm a selfish mean manipulative asshole

and I hate myself for it

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i'm literally at the point where