@xorgy YOU FUCKING HUGGED HER YOUR FUCKED SHE'S GONNA CLAIM YOU RAPED HER

I would have told her straight up, I will not engage her anymore because she is being hysterical and misunderstanding the situation at hand. She should get her facts straight first before attacking someone.

"stress"

@ryuplaneswalker Yeah, she's a little emotional sometimes.

LoL, I'm fine buddy

I would tell it like it is, I have no time for pussy footing around anymore.

but thanks for the concern.

didnt you learn anything from tims vid yesterday ?!?!?!

@ryuplaneswalker she's a nice girl, I mean nothing ill to her.

As for your friend that is crying, I would have told her sorry for the situation and walk off.

and she's not against me

YOU INVADED HER SAFE SPACE

@Dusty Morgan Yeah, I did some considerable aftercare.

REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

calm down guys

@xorgy I will 🙏🏿 for you

It isn't about meaning ill, it is just a waste of time. I have little enough time as it is 😛

Anyway, the lady who intervened and stirred the pot, well I kinda empathize with her now too.

The trouble maker, I would shut down and tell her I will not engage her. Then fix the other situation, you are not obligated to even apologize to her friend because her friend was stirring up trouble.

That is how I would have handle it.

WTF your becoming a ally?

@xorgy Good job, rather chivalorous of you. Also good to show empathy for those you disagree with.

She's recently gone through a pretty painful divorce.

did she get 50%

Hmm... it doesn't give her a right to take it out on you.

And I think she has adopted the ideology partly because of the way her husband left her on her ass.

Certainly, and I feel that she was somewhat wrong, but I have to take responsibility for letting it even get to that point.

she should have hired a 🇮🇱 lawyer

My brother was right there and he told me straight up that this was not going anywhere good.

In all honesty, I could care less for people who project their anger onto me.

Couldn't care less*

I tell them I am not, and will never be the person that hurt you. For you to attack me is something I do not appreciate and will never accept.

thanks Beeman.

Heh, it is what it is.

Whether she's wrong or not, I lost my cool and I hurt somebody I cared about by doing that.

They have to apologize to me first before I return the favor. Respect is a two way street.

Well the person you care about should be your only focus.

Not her friend.

Man, it was so emotional though, the cuts were pretty deep.
Don't call me a faggot, but I fucking cried, it hurt so bad.

dman bro

First time I've cried in about three years.

Shit happens my dude

I don't know the background here

But interpersonal shit gets heavy fast

I have a hard time crying anymore either.

It's okay to cry.
However.

I bottled everything in so much to the point, I have a hard time expressing emotion.

Well, man, I'm just so tired in life, of being maligned for what I was born.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wQm7wRA28PA

https://nypost.com/2018/10/10/dont-buy-the-uns-bull-the-us-isnt-killing-planet-earth/

Good post

Time to make a playlist of all the shit I missed whilst on vacation

I don't get to live the charmed lives of the elusive "privileged white cis het male" cohort.

Men... have that issue due to being told all our life... "Men don't cry."

I only get annoyed with crying in certain circumstances.

Well, there is a considerable social cost to crying, it hurts people around you for them to see you cry.

Like I remember seeing a guy with a neck tattoo talking about 9/11

And he was weeping

Yeah... we are suppose to be the rock against the waves.

And I was like "You have a neck tattoo. That was a PROMISE that you'd never cry again. You suck."

When that rock breaks, it leaves everyone anchorless.

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@xorgy I get it, I grew up trailer trash and for people to identify me as some priviliged white male really angers me. I hold it in though, you have to carry your burden graciously.

I grew up in a middle income home, then loose it all thanks to police taking advantage of my dad's drug abuse problem.

I mean, I was sexually abused for about a decade by my own father, I failed in school despite an exceptional IQ, I was socially invisible. I have worked so fucking hard since I was 17

to make a life for myself.

He goes to prison and I spent majority of my adult life moving from trailer to trailer park.

WE just recently finally found stable footing.

damn @xorgy thats heavy shit bro

When people tell me the charmed life I'm supposedly having, I just don't have the time of day for it.

I get what you are saying man.

I get it.

I dont

I've never, _not once ever_, wanted to hurt anyone.

Sorry to hear that

I try to love and understand the people around me.

I just want to be seen as a human being sometimes, you know?

Being poor does offer one advantage.

@xorgy im the opposite i want to hurt the people that wrong me

You have empathy for those who struggle.

You know what it is like to be in those struggles.

And you know ways to help those that are struggling.

And at some point, on any of these things, I have to take responsibility for righting my suffering, bearing my cross.

Ewwww.

Sometimes I just want somebody to hold back and not cut deep to my soul over a petty political disagreement.

You understand. You are not isolated from the community, you are not ignorant to the issues.

Anyway, sorry for venting this shit to you guys.

You are not like the Antifa who are the 8% white rich children who think they are the saviors of this nation, living in a deluded world where they think they are the resistance when they are really the oppressors.

You don't need this any more than I did.

That is okay.

Everyone needs to vent.

Hell I need to vent... but I don't want to bother people.

So I get what you are saying.

Should add a vent channel to this discord.

Where people can vent.

I vent through my work, pretty good for it.

No... that is bottling it up bro.

And putting the energy into something constructive.

You still left with the feeling of frustration.

Because no one understands.