thanks Beeman.

Heh, it is what it is.

Whether she's wrong or not, I lost my cool and I hurt somebody I cared about by doing that.

They have to apologize to me first before I return the favor. Respect is a two way street.

Well the person you care about should be your only focus.

Not her friend.

Man, it was so emotional though, the cuts were pretty deep.
Don't call me a faggot, but I fucking cried, it hurt so bad.

dman bro

First time I've cried in about three years.

Shit happens my dude

I don't know the background here

But interpersonal shit gets heavy fast

I have a hard time crying anymore either.

It's okay to cry.
However.

I bottled everything in so much to the point, I have a hard time expressing emotion.

Well, man, I'm just so tired in life, of being maligned for what I was born.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wQm7wRA28PA

https://nypost.com/2018/10/10/dont-buy-the-uns-bull-the-us-isnt-killing-planet-earth/

Good post

Time to make a playlist of all the shit I missed whilst on vacation

I don't get to live the charmed lives of the elusive "privileged white cis het male" cohort.

Men... have that issue due to being told all our life... "Men don't cry."

I only get annoyed with crying in certain circumstances.

Well, there is a considerable social cost to crying, it hurts people around you for them to see you cry.

Like I remember seeing a guy with a neck tattoo talking about 9/11

And he was weeping

Yeah... we are suppose to be the rock against the waves.

And I was like "You have a neck tattoo. That was a PROMISE that you'd never cry again. You suck."

When that rock breaks, it leaves everyone anchorless.

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@xorgy I get it, I grew up trailer trash and for people to identify me as some priviliged white male really angers me. I hold it in though, you have to carry your burden graciously.

I grew up in a middle income home, then loose it all thanks to police taking advantage of my dad's drug abuse problem.

I mean, I was sexually abused for about a decade by my own father, I failed in school despite an exceptional IQ, I was socially invisible. I have worked so fucking hard since I was 17

to make a life for myself.

He goes to prison and I spent majority of my adult life moving from trailer to trailer park.

WE just recently finally found stable footing.

damn @xorgy thats heavy shit bro

When people tell me the charmed life I'm supposedly having, I just don't have the time of day for it.

I get what you are saying man.

I get it.

I dont