honestly, now that I'm reading this thread it really isn't to far from what I personally have felt about AH like my entire life

You got some really admirable EH cultists in TWP, a few have gone through even Serrano

If anything I feel this thread is helping actually verbalize my attitude towards National Socialism and AH

https://www.youtube.com/user/DharmaNation

This channel is basically all based.

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""It is to remember the man who gave our race purpose, who gave it a goal. A final, ultimate objective to be reached by any and all means. He showed us who our enemies are, ripping the wool from our eyes and laying before us the entire horrible reality. Some face it, others do not. Others cannot believe it - and who can blame them? To know that our reality is as it is, is to endure a terrible misery which only the most hardy individuals can endure. There is no respite, no break, no “vacation”. Only the permanence of a globe-spanning race war, which has endured all things and remains active above all things.

So, with esoteric Hitlerism, comes the reverence of Adolf Hitler. Not the “godification” of the Führer, but merely, a deep acknowledgement of his place in history, belief in his spirit and the prophecy that he gave us: My spirit will rise from the grave. One day people will see that I was right.’ ""

ok I think I can get behind this to an extant

It's only when you start getting into Bhagavad Gitas, Sutras, all the vedic stuff when you realize how the universal truth and eternal laws of national socialism are connected on a deep spiritual level

Devi is dope dude read Devi

Ironmarch is a slippery slope. I joked years ago that at first you get into Hitler and Codreanu and next thing you know you're reading Devi and Serrano

and what do you know

I may not jump in that deep with EH unless its relevant to another project, but who knows? If anything I'm getting a deep peace of mind, and I think I finally figured out when I can't, "quit" the movement or anything and why this has always been a obsession of mine

It's that gnawing insecurity about anything. It's hard to dare to dream.

You learn the laws of nature, you try to ignore what you've learned or forget about it, it's like trying to unlearn that the sun rises in the East and sets in the West

Yeah, I never had the temptation to abandon Nazism. Got bunch of nazi friends and bunch of, well, non-nazi friends. I just try to keep active, improve, stuff like that, not burn out.

Or be degen.

Societal norms haven't counted much for me ever.

Or at all.

I can get getting tired of constant activism but nazism? Never.

Dunno how it's for you

That's how it was for me

I basically just wanted to quit caring and not try to get involved

and I didn't

but in that whole 5 years

I was constantly lurking forums, sites, etc

Im no EH cultist but I am a Catholic and I think Pope Pius XII did nothing wrong.

constantly reading anything and everything I could find on Hitler and Fascism

specifically Hitler

I guess it would be easy to just be a normie, never really considered it a possibility.

I got blackpilled but it didn't stop the obsession or the day-dreaming of one day seeing EndSieg in America

Never been a normie, lol

Even before nazism

I've always filled this weird void between normies and non-normies

idk life is weird

How was your childhood and family t. Freud

Eh, parents divorced when I was very young

Not trying to dox or anything. Just saying, noticed in our fash discord, no one had a normal family life or youth

My family was chaotic.

the same year my parents divorced, my mom was diagnosed with cancer, and 9/11 happened the same year

Same, family bit fucked, none of my friends were normal either

2-3 months apart

and in there somewhere

Mom and dad fighting all the time.

I learned my great-grandpa was in the German army

and read my first history book on WWII

and the entire time I would literally just stare at pictures of Hitler and Swastikas

when my parents would fight, I'd read about Hitler

Mom going absolutely crazy upon my sister and I. Gtandfathers on blth sides were in The Army.

when 9/11 happened, I thought, "what would hitler do?"

*Grandfathers

when my mom got breast cancer

I learned Hitler's mom died from breast cancer

Interesting.

a year later I went to school that was 40-60% non-white

seen how blacks are in big groups

and again, anytime I got picked on or whatever

Hitler

@cr4ck3r My entire Elementary School was like that.

idk, my family life fell apart, 9/11 happened (which showed all of us 10 year olds the world is not hunky dory)

See, this is invaluable fascist peer support.

and I discovered Hitler during that time

so I noticed the world, girls, hitler

it all happened at once

i always told myself

"look at what hitler accomplished and he had it worse then I did, if both his parents died by the time he was 15, and he went on to nearly conquer the world, I can at least get through a divorce and losing 1 parent eventually"

WWHD

pretty much

that's what went through my 10 year old mind even though I couldn't verbalize it

Yup. Im starting to think that way.

the old propaganda made me feel proud knowing I had family who fought and died for that

I got to the point by the time I was 11 that, "Hitler wanted a world where I wouldn't have to deal with this bullshit"

and that's what sparked it for me, 26 years later, Heil Hitler

I mean 15*

Damm nigga got pilled early

yea, I tried to start my own group in the 8th grade

spray painted buildings and passed out home made fliers

then a rumor went around that I was gonna bring a gun to school

I felt bad knowing my family fought against that (I was 20 when I got pilled).

got pulled off the bus in hand cuffs

threatened to be shipped to guantanamo

Hah, funny, I once got arrested for arson in middle school

then I really learned to hate the system

dindunuffink tho

Since my Grandfather on my father's side was in The US Army fighting in Italy.

Damn, these stories are so similar.

I had family on both sides

interestingly enough, my Great-Great German and American Grandpas

fought in the battle of Monte Casino

I am not too sure about the rest of my family tree.

that was both on my mom's side

my dad's side are american through and through

our roots go back pre-colonial america

pre-revolution america*

My father's side is Italian and Croatian.

though I do have injun in me

I'm Scottish, Native, German

Chief Black Pill

Chieg BlackPill of the Wojak Tribe

Chief*