Message from @Kombat-Unit
Discord ID: 318673872813555712
and what do you know
I may not jump in that deep with EH unless its relevant to another project, but who knows? If anything I'm getting a deep peace of mind, and I think I finally figured out when I can't, "quit" the movement or anything and why this has always been a obsession of mine
It's that gnawing insecurity about anything. It's hard to dare to dream.
You learn the laws of nature, you try to ignore what you've learned or forget about it, it's like trying to unlearn that the sun rises in the East and sets in the West
Yeah, I never had the temptation to abandon Nazism. Got bunch of nazi friends and bunch of, well, non-nazi friends. I just try to keep active, improve, stuff like that, not burn out.
Or be degen.
Societal norms haven't counted much for me ever.
Or at all.
I can get getting tired of constant activism but nazism? Never.
Dunno how it's for you
That's how it was for me
I basically just wanted to quit caring and not try to get involved
and I didn't
but in that whole 5 years
I was constantly lurking forums, sites, etc
Im no EH cultist but I am a Catholic and I think Pope Pius XII did nothing wrong.
constantly reading anything and everything I could find on Hitler and Fascism
specifically Hitler
I guess it would be easy to just be a normie, never really considered it a possibility.
I got blackpilled but it didn't stop the obsession or the day-dreaming of one day seeing EndSieg in America
Even before nazism
I've always filled this weird void between normies and non-normies
idk life is weird
How was your childhood and family t. Freud
Eh, parents divorced when I was very young
Not trying to dox or anything. Just saying, noticed in our fash discord, no one had a normal family life or youth
My family was chaotic.
the same year my parents divorced, my mom was diagnosed with cancer, and 9/11 happened the same year
Same, family bit fucked, none of my friends were normal either
2-3 months apart
and in there somewhere
Mom and dad fighting all the time.
I learned my great-grandpa was in the German army
and read my first history book on WWII
and the entire time I would literally just stare at pictures of Hitler and Swastikas
when my parents would fight, I'd read about Hitler
Mom going absolutely crazy upon my sister and I. Gtandfathers on blth sides were in The Army.
when 9/11 happened, I thought, "what would hitler do?"
*Grandfathers
when my mom got breast cancer