Message from @B1488
Discord ID: 318674758864470018
specifically Hitler
I guess it would be easy to just be a normie, never really considered it a possibility.
I got blackpilled but it didn't stop the obsession or the day-dreaming of one day seeing EndSieg in America
Never been a normie, lol
Even before nazism
I've always filled this weird void between normies and non-normies
idk life is weird
How was your childhood and family t. Freud
Eh, parents divorced when I was very young
Not trying to dox or anything. Just saying, noticed in our fash discord, no one had a normal family life or youth
My family was chaotic.
the same year my parents divorced, my mom was diagnosed with cancer, and 9/11 happened the same year
Same, family bit fucked, none of my friends were normal either
2-3 months apart
and in there somewhere
Mom and dad fighting all the time.
I learned my great-grandpa was in the German army
and read my first history book on WWII
and the entire time I would literally just stare at pictures of Hitler and Swastikas
when my parents would fight, I'd read about Hitler
when 9/11 happened, I thought, "what would hitler do?"
*Grandfathers
when my mom got breast cancer
I learned Hitler's mom died from breast cancer
Interesting.
a year later I went to school that was 40-60% non-white
seen how blacks are in big groups
and again, anytime I got picked on or whatever
Hitler
idk, my family life fell apart, 9/11 happened (which showed all of us 10 year olds the world is not hunky dory)
See, this is invaluable fascist peer support.
and I discovered Hitler during that time
so I noticed the world, girls, hitler
it all happened at once
i always told myself
"look at what hitler accomplished and he had it worse then I did, if both his parents died by the time he was 15, and he went on to nearly conquer the world, I can at least get through a divorce and losing 1 parent eventually"
WWHD
pretty much
that's what went through my 10 year old mind even though I couldn't verbalize it