Message from @B1488

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2017-05-29 08:55:33 UTC  

specifically Hitler

2017-05-29 08:56:06 UTC  

I guess it would be easy to just be a normie, never really considered it a possibility.

2017-05-29 08:56:06 UTC  

I got blackpilled but it didn't stop the obsession or the day-dreaming of one day seeing EndSieg in America

2017-05-29 08:56:11 UTC  

Never been a normie, lol

2017-05-29 08:56:20 UTC  

Even before nazism

2017-05-29 08:56:40 UTC  

I've always filled this weird void between normies and non-normies

2017-05-29 08:56:51 UTC  

idk life is weird

2017-05-29 08:58:03 UTC  

How was your childhood and family t. Freud

2017-05-29 08:58:34 UTC  

Eh, parents divorced when I was very young

2017-05-29 08:58:40 UTC  

Not trying to dox or anything. Just saying, noticed in our fash discord, no one had a normal family life or youth

2017-05-29 08:58:51 UTC  

My family was chaotic.

2017-05-29 08:58:52 UTC  

the same year my parents divorced, my mom was diagnosed with cancer, and 9/11 happened the same year

2017-05-29 08:58:54 UTC  

Same, family bit fucked, none of my friends were normal either

2017-05-29 08:58:56 UTC  

2-3 months apart

2017-05-29 08:59:01 UTC  

and in there somewhere

2017-05-29 08:59:04 UTC  

Mom and dad fighting all the time.

2017-05-29 08:59:13 UTC  

I learned my great-grandpa was in the German army

2017-05-29 08:59:18 UTC  

and read my first history book on WWII

2017-05-29 08:59:31 UTC  

and the entire time I would literally just stare at pictures of Hitler and Swastikas

2017-05-29 08:59:41 UTC  

when my parents would fight, I'd read about Hitler

2017-05-29 08:59:43 UTC  

Mom going absolutely crazy upon my sister and I. Gtandfathers on blth sides were in The Army.

2017-05-29 08:59:51 UTC  

when 9/11 happened, I thought, "what would hitler do?"

2017-05-29 08:59:51 UTC  

*Grandfathers

2017-05-29 08:59:56 UTC  

when my mom got breast cancer

2017-05-29 09:00:03 UTC  

I learned Hitler's mom died from breast cancer

2017-05-29 09:00:15 UTC  

Interesting.

2017-05-29 09:00:34 UTC  

a year later I went to school that was 40-60% non-white

2017-05-29 09:00:41 UTC  

seen how blacks are in big groups

2017-05-29 09:00:51 UTC  

and again, anytime I got picked on or whatever

2017-05-29 09:00:52 UTC  

Hitler

2017-05-29 09:01:23 UTC  

@cr4ck3r My entire Elementary School was like that.

2017-05-29 09:01:23 UTC  

idk, my family life fell apart, 9/11 happened (which showed all of us 10 year olds the world is not hunky dory)

2017-05-29 09:01:36 UTC  

See, this is invaluable fascist peer support.

2017-05-29 09:01:37 UTC  

and I discovered Hitler during that time

2017-05-29 09:01:51 UTC  

so I noticed the world, girls, hitler

2017-05-29 09:01:54 UTC  

it all happened at once

2017-05-29 09:02:00 UTC  

i always told myself

2017-05-29 09:02:38 UTC  

"look at what hitler accomplished and he had it worse then I did, if both his parents died by the time he was 15, and he went on to nearly conquer the world, I can at least get through a divorce and losing 1 parent eventually"

2017-05-29 09:02:46 UTC  

WWHD

2017-05-29 09:02:51 UTC  

pretty much

2017-05-29 09:03:12 UTC  

that's what went through my 10 year old mind even though I couldn't verbalize it