So how was life between 8th grade and IM?

Italian, Croatian and French.

very awkward

went through a wigger phase to try to get laid

Dear lord 😂

But yeah, that's admirable you were active that early, unless there's support and validation, it can get you down unless you see positive results. I was lucky getting woke when I did.

I was trading booze for other kids in middle school, big fuckin boi zone

and a redneck phase

smoked pot, never had many friends

people quit fucking with me when I busted a jocks lip open freshmen year

I dropped out when I was 17 and basically didn't work, stole for weed and alcohol

in that time I discovered the ITPF

also, sophmore year I spoke with Noyles for the first time

started working finally at like 19 and quit getting jobs for 1-2 weeks then quitting

>people quit fucking with me when I busted a jocks lip open freshmen year
Damn, in middle school I stabbed one guy in the arm (I was new in class, gotta bullycide a little, I respect that), and by the end of the day we were buddies.

then IM started in the middle of a relationship I had with a girl, she got disturbed by my fascism

this is about the time I published the first issue of reaktion

then my mom dies, she leaves me a month later

I couch surf a bit

but yea, highschool sucked

You gotta euro-translate it for me. What age is this?

I think I discovered IM at like 17-ish

>having a gf
haha, normie

ITPF is the international third position federation

was*

I discovered that when I was 17-18 so this would have been like

08'-09'

and me and ben had been in off and on collaboration since like 06'

06'-07'

For us in Euroland its middle school, ages 13-16, and vocational from 16-19

or so

middle school

12-14

highschool 14-18

then vocational/college/university, whatever

Oooh.

So wait, you left 2013, right

i believe so yes

Well, after I was done with vocational I decided I was fucking done with my bumfuck of a nowhere town

white trash beyond belief

so I decided to move to city and just be as fucking free and degen as man can be

And also be a nazi at some point

Well, AB, if it makes you feel better that was still comparatively normal growing up

Ive been living a city life for a very long time.

it was normal, but it was weird

It gets dull after a while and I just want to live in the country. Or even on the Vegas Outskirts.

being socially awkward plus a closeted red pill

I like the country

Ben actually said it was much wilder here than in USA, I took it as an enormous compliment

I can't do the city

City life gets VERY dull after a while.

I don't know if I was ever a chad.

But never a closet redpill.

I was always and still am a typical run of the mill beta (i'm a bit better now, have had sex) but I was basically the school shooter archetype with enough common sense not to do something stupid

I was always a weaponized autist

h

Always looking into subjects my peers considered "taboo" or "illegal".

me too

My solution to lack of confidence was just get so fucking smashed. Drugs were pretty much like god-sent, sends confidence through the roof and remova all pain, make you just who you wanna be

thats why I like drinking

it's like

I can talk to qt girls if I'm drinking

Eh I've avoided drugs due to the degenerate drug culture in Vegas.

And even if you're still too autistic to score, plenty of addicted hookers around, even for a total beta, impossible to fail

yupp^

@Kombat-Unit I guess you're right there. There was this hooker I knew named "Miami".

Though she was a Mulatto 😷

Good for you I guess.

Well, I just got really blackpilled. That company gets you down, if you see nothing but people like that, 24/7.

Makes you crazy.

You can be open nazi, wear Hitler shirts, no on cares, but it's not meaningful because they don't care about anything.

Amen to that.

Amen to that.

Amen to that.

Amen to that.

Amen to that.

I even hate how there are GENERATIONS of high school students that goes on welfare for drugs.

Amen to that.

Amen to that.

I even hate how there are GENERATIONS of high school students that goes on welfare for drugs.

damm discord lagging?

Yes

For some weird reason it lags or it gets stuck in digital molasses.

@cr4ck3r So how was life after blackpill?

Smothering and depressing I guess.

I guess the point here is, if there was one, that people need fellow nazis in their life, or nothing gets done.

Yeah, I think that's it.

I mean even just bullshitting online with bros is helpful

It is tho.

cos I at least you can go out into the world knowing you aint fucking crazy

Feels really good opening up in fash discord

yes

And best confidence booster of all is the acceptance and support of your comrades.

So how life outside of party stuff, rn?

Good.

I am finally getting my room 100% clean and I now have helped out in cleaning my sister's room for my Aunt.

I'm trying to buy more fashionable clothes

^ Same.

and trying to figure out how to adjust to school again

Skinny jeans hoodie master race