Message from @Kombat-Unit

Discord ID: 318673849111543820


2017-05-29 08:43:14 UTC  

Devi is dope dude read Devi

2017-05-29 08:45:16 UTC  

Ironmarch is a slippery slope. I joked years ago that at first you get into Hitler and Codreanu and next thing you know you're reading Devi and Serrano

2017-05-29 08:45:19 UTC  

and what do you know

2017-05-29 08:47:44 UTC  

I may not jump in that deep with EH unless its relevant to another project, but who knows? If anything I'm getting a deep peace of mind, and I think I finally figured out when I can't, "quit" the movement or anything and why this has always been a obsession of mine

2017-05-29 08:48:31 UTC  

It's that gnawing insecurity about anything. It's hard to dare to dream.

2017-05-29 08:48:58 UTC  

You learn the laws of nature, you try to ignore what you've learned or forget about it, it's like trying to unlearn that the sun rises in the East and sets in the West

2017-05-29 08:52:13 UTC  

Yeah, I never had the temptation to abandon Nazism. Got bunch of nazi friends and bunch of, well, non-nazi friends. I just try to keep active, improve, stuff like that, not burn out.

2017-05-29 08:52:17 UTC  

Or be degen.

2017-05-29 08:52:42 UTC  

Societal norms haven't counted much for me ever.

2017-05-29 08:52:55 UTC  

Or at all.

2017-05-29 08:53:25 UTC  

I can get getting tired of constant activism but nazism? Never.

2017-05-29 08:53:44 UTC  

Dunno how it's for you

2017-05-29 08:54:56 UTC  

That's how it was for me

2017-05-29 08:55:05 UTC  

I basically just wanted to quit caring and not try to get involved

2017-05-29 08:55:07 UTC  

and I didn't

2017-05-29 08:55:10 UTC  

but in that whole 5 years

2017-05-29 08:55:17 UTC  

I was constantly lurking forums, sites, etc

2017-05-29 08:55:20 UTC  

Im no EH cultist but I am a Catholic and I think Pope Pius XII did nothing wrong.

2017-05-29 08:55:28 UTC  

constantly reading anything and everything I could find on Hitler and Fascism

2017-05-29 08:55:33 UTC  

specifically Hitler

2017-05-29 08:56:06 UTC  

I guess it would be easy to just be a normie, never really considered it a possibility.

2017-05-29 08:56:06 UTC  

I got blackpilled but it didn't stop the obsession or the day-dreaming of one day seeing EndSieg in America

2017-05-29 08:56:11 UTC  

Never been a normie, lol

2017-05-29 08:56:20 UTC  

Even before nazism

2017-05-29 08:56:40 UTC  

I've always filled this weird void between normies and non-normies

2017-05-29 08:56:51 UTC  

idk life is weird

2017-05-29 08:58:03 UTC  

How was your childhood and family t. Freud

2017-05-29 08:58:34 UTC  

Eh, parents divorced when I was very young

2017-05-29 08:58:40 UTC  

Not trying to dox or anything. Just saying, noticed in our fash discord, no one had a normal family life or youth

2017-05-29 08:58:51 UTC  

My family was chaotic.

2017-05-29 08:58:52 UTC  

the same year my parents divorced, my mom was diagnosed with cancer, and 9/11 happened the same year

2017-05-29 08:58:54 UTC  

Same, family bit fucked, none of my friends were normal either

2017-05-29 08:58:56 UTC  

2-3 months apart

2017-05-29 08:59:01 UTC  

and in there somewhere

2017-05-29 08:59:04 UTC  

Mom and dad fighting all the time.

2017-05-29 08:59:13 UTC  

I learned my great-grandpa was in the German army

2017-05-29 08:59:18 UTC  

and read my first history book on WWII

2017-05-29 08:59:31 UTC  

and the entire time I would literally just stare at pictures of Hitler and Swastikas

2017-05-29 08:59:41 UTC  

when my parents would fight, I'd read about Hitler

2017-05-29 08:59:43 UTC  

Mom going absolutely crazy upon my sister and I. Gtandfathers on blth sides were in The Army.

2017-05-29 08:59:51 UTC  

when 9/11 happened, I thought, "what would hitler do?"