no thats a female friend from canada on discord

Ohhh ok

Well it's Canada, if she said it she would probably be arrested

shes the one saying "I can't stop almost saying the n word"

Very based for wanting to say it though lol

shes used to it because of me

and her brother

n word hypnosis

we basically just send cat pics, memes, and call each other nigger

Sounds like a good time on discord to me

if she was within a reasonable distance and not in another country I'd probably pursue, but alas :pensive:

and her brother and I strongly dislike each other

Ya I understand. It be what it be, doesn't mean you can't be online friends and sheeeit

Oh well then maybe it is better that way

yeah its gay though because i've considered not talking to her because I wonder if I'm just using my limited social interaction with her as a like cope of sorts for not pursuing wimminz hard enough? like she gives me a small percent of the feminine influence I need and its enough to keep me from doing what i gotta do to get a gf? Plus nothing is ever really gonna happen between her and I, so there really isn't longevity to this friendship

I would say if you think it is getting in the way of you getting a gf then it would be better to end it

I don't actually think it is, but its just something I wonder about. If I talked to her more frequently I'd be more concerned about it

Oh so you don't talk to her all the time? As long as it's not some edating flirting stuff then I'd say it's ok. Nothing wrong with having friends online. You could not talk to her at all for a week or so and see how it effects you just to be sure about the whole, her influence is keeping you from getting a gf. But from what I know, cause I'm pretty sure you've talked about her with me before, I don't think it is

Now if you think SHE has some sort of attraction to you, even if you don't have that back, that could be a thing that could prevent you from getting one

At that point, drop her imo

Yeah I agree with you we honestly voice chat very rarely now compared to like a year ago, so we barely interact outside of just messaging.
No I don't think she does, or even if she does I don't think she would see it as plausible to act on it, so she shows no signs of it

Then I don't see a harm in it

Is she a qt tho?

We have never fully face doxxed, but like I saw a picture of most of her at one point on accident, and she do be a qt

got dark eyes and hair, but pale af and definitely aryan looking

It be a shame she's not in the states then

It did give me an uwu moment

omg

uwu

:rofl:

HAHA

this was like 9 months ago I think

Since it was so long ago then I think she knows nothing is going to come of it and it's just an internet racist friend group lmao

shes 5'4, if anything too skinny, big tiddies, attractive, relatively based, possibly at most 5% non white but probably like 1% or less non white. Only reason she might be any non white is the kinda dark features and honestly her brother has a slight native american vibe to his phenotype and he was always very sensitive about it which made me sus

yeah i agree I don't think she is looking for anything out of it other than chill chatting. Granted we talk pretty much only one on one at this point, and she has always liked me best out of the greater friend group back before it sort of dissolved

gibs me big tiddy heya hoya gf

Short skinny big tiddy gf, where can I buy one of those?

5'4 is average whamen height

Oh well still, short compared to us lmao

she unirionically is like gothlite

she isn't like literally goth

but she is kinda goth

I can't tell phenotypes unless it was blandly obvious

BIG TIDDY GOTH RACIST GF

but she also wears sweaters that are like crotchet looking almost and will just be one solid bright color like pink or yellow and it totally throws me off because otherwise she comes off as goth esque

nigger i mean goth like scene not like goth as in ostrogoth or visigoth nibba you thought i was identifying the gothic phenotype on a woman

big tiddy, goth, racist, possibly a tad heyo hoya, super homophobic, cat pilled, sweater pilled, and virgin gf

No no I know what you meant by goth lol

oh you were just talking about the heyo hoya for the phenotype thing then?

shes actually heavily french and anglo. Her mom's native tongue is french

and her first name, Jeanne, is french

Cause you brought up her brother and saying his phenotype is a bit off or something, I was saying how I'm not good with that stuff

But then I was like goth tiddy gf cause of the meme

we used to call him ghengis kahn and he'd get very upset

Ok but like those mixed french and natives in Canada be looking kinda good ngl

thing is she doesn't look native other than the dark eyes and hair, but even with that she just looks like a slightly dark huwhite woman

and she pale af

like, porcelain

Based

dude, something funny as hell

she has massive hands for her heigh as a woman

her hands are only slightly smaller than mine

LMAO

i called her a troon because of it and she got so pissed because she hates troons more than like anything else

How old is she?

18

i think she'll be 19 soon

BASED

Kidnap her

I've thought about being like "yo babygirl what if like you moved down here to get away from canada and stuff ahaha like I'll give you a place to stay because we're such good friends and stuff :smirk: "

but she'd never do that type of thing she isn't like a crazy schizo based girl

shes pretty tethered to reality just has bad anxiety and depression like every woman

Ya too bad she's not in the states then. Her being a woman will cause that, especially since her politics aren't the norm of society as well

she honestly isn't really like political

Damn the more I hear about her the more based she is

like, the only political views she seriously cares a lot about are the anti gay stuff because her brother was molested at a young age, and she is like mega ultra sensitive to pedophiles and she considers basically all lgbtq+ to be secret pedos except for some ftm troons

I mean, she's not wrong lol

But also a woman shouldn't be involved with politics so in my book she is doing everything right

so like, sure she is sort of racist, but like she really doesn't like care about it she just thinks the n word is funnE and racism is somewhat normalized to her because of her brother and the rest of us he introduced her to

I agree

if she were in Michigan I would have already pursued her very very hard

hell if she lived close to the border I would have tbh

but she lives like somewhat deep into ontario not near the border

i think at min 7 hours away, and then I don't think she is someone who would even consider long distance like that. She has never had a real bf even irl

for a second i unironically thought she might be kinda lesbo, and I called her a lesbian a few times to fug with her

yeah this conversation has kinda confirmed to me again that I do be liking this girl, but I just know its not pragmatic :pensive: it really do be rough on a nibba sometimes, but its all good. Once I've lost a good deal more weight and gotten the fisique on point I shouldn't have a problem acquiring a gf irl, so its just a matter of time.

Trust me I know the feeling. We are all on the path of self improvement and as we continue this, good quality women will come forth as a result of seeing us as the quality men we are

das rite :fist:

We are white men and are plagued with emotion, it be a curse sometimes. As you begin to focus on yourself with self improvement, trying to get womens approval and attention will become secondary to us

Definitely, I've gotten way better about not prioritizing it than I was in the past

Oh also, the banner that Gabriel gave me, it was stencils for a banner. Not a banner itself

Okay based, still very good. Are they the letter stencils?

Yep

Awesome, we'll have two sets then when the ones from @Benjamin WI arrive :rofl:

I guess that will make banner creation faster lol and hitting that area in Adrian too

Yep I guess we have to figure out how to make them down here unless we give them to Ulysses

We will figure it out. I want banner creation to mostly be done in southern Michigan. Ulysses is not dependable enough, and its a too many eggs in one basket thing even if he was.

starting in december

Ya makes sense