Message from @TheSlavPill
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How come you are drunk, it has to be like 10 in the morning over there ?
it is th eorigin of "magical realism" not th dindus of south american as is often claimed
na it: 8:30 here, i started drinking at 7am b/c i had a rough night
i have manic depressive dosorder and it was really actiing up al night so i went and go some beer
mental disorder and I are old friends. but i battle them dailyusually w/o alcohol, but somtimes i have to invoke the liquid jew
I wouldn't recommend alcohol though
sigh. i onw. it is dangerouisn to ouir peopel and has created problems for germans, dutch, russian, irish alike. i wish i had another tool to deal with th eparanoia with, but i dont
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they give me vitamins and tell me to spend time outisde. haha liek i cn afford to do that
sometimes I think, i f anything can bring down the european it will not be islam or invasion, but iwll be alcohol
Alcohol makes depression worse especially in the morning
this is true, i cn confirm. but when you are drinking it, it mke all your problems go away. like muy disseerartation dirrector who yesterdya said "nothing about whie genocide" in you rdissertation. and i'm like... FUCK that' slike 1/3 of my disserttaion
so what to do now
dinrka a little, then think a little
how do i approach ewhite genocde without naming it"
i think i may have manic depressive disorder too
although maybe that's just because i don't workout much these days
Hard not to get depressively self-absorbed these days
Constantly wondering what's wrong, what's the point of everything and whether anything is worth it at all
Whether the problems you have are really important at all, or do you invent every struggle to give yourself purpose
i get mood swings
But the best possible approach to life, is to appraoch it as if you were a God that was banished temporarily to Earth
And you are essentially doing nothing but curiously and eagerly awaiting what kind of challenges will this earthly life put in front of you
i just imagine that life is a simulation
which i guess it could be
Struggles that you find here on earth, are not your depressive bruden, but you simply *join* them, happy to take part
in the end it matters less how you think about it vs what actual chemicals get produced in your brain
i need to start working out again
and ill be in tip top mental shape
Workout is something that's either an essential part of your life or not
@The Enlightened Shepherd It's important for me, since my shitty pancreas can't function on its own.
lol
I have been working out since like i finished my elementary school
and i have never "started woring out" or started bodybuilding before summer
I could take a week break or something for whatevr reason
well you started in elementary school
but never had periods of break, then starting all over etc etc
and i dont work out much at all, never more than 1 hour
i had a break period because i got sick and couldn't workout
then i kind of fell out of routine