we had our doggo for 9 years

A simple excercise is to spam "1-2-1-2-1-2-1-..." in your mind and try to pay attention to the part of your mind that is dictating when to stop doing that

but it was a pekanese pug mix

so they don't live very long

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@Kealor no ones speaking up yet

Something is determining when to stop

@Kealor my mind was just immediately like "nah don't do that"

what does that mean

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It's not a literal voice lol it's not headphones

@excursion12 (redha, richtginger) it means you resisted my mkultra tactic

noice

I just get a feeling that I’d like to stop...

It never goes into words

But also that you aren't invited to my super epic dmt spirit cooking sesh

He has arthritis, dementia, cataracts but still runs, enjoys food and loves being held, my mom however thinks he is no longer living a good life, I can't argue, I carry him outside to go pee, he doesn't walk far.

God, I'm gonna break... I wanted more than 19 years with him, I've had him since I was 8.

@Kealor that's fine

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@Gservator it's rough man. I had to watch my doggo die

Well when you are "looking" for that component of your brain that results in you stopping, the part that's doing the "looking" could also be seen as stream

I can't watch @excursion12 (redha, richtginger), the quarantine means only my mother can go in with him

@Gservator ah man that sucks

Ok but I also can’t picture things when I close my eyes... it’s always just straight blackness

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I'm glad I got to be with my doggo when she died

sorry man

@The Roman Emperor too true

"Tis but a scratch"

But this notion exists entirely in my head, I haven't ever read it before except a little by Descartes. So I could be full of shit. Need more guinea pigs

the old Greek philosophers were morons. They all got spanked by a dude who acted like a dog and had zero possessions

Descartes is worse than Greek

I swear some people are fucking retarded when it comes to Averages

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I mean even people living in trailer parks have it better than most people in the developing world

yea someone tell the french that americans get gas for 1$ a gallon and they will burn their entire country down