Message from @Kealor
Discord ID: 696783445132574802
lol
Not schizophrenic kinda thing, it doesn't say things I don't think or read
I’m broken wtf
Only thing I hear is this dumb whore I should not have gone Into quarantine with
Your thoughts formulate the voice lol
So sad news
My dog is gonna be put down tomorrow
Rip
Damn
For the best at least
And I've only had him for a short 19 years...
Feel for ya man
@Gservator I had to go through that a few weeks ago, sorry man
we had our doggo for 9 years
A simple excercise is to spam "1-2-1-2-1-2-1-..." in your mind and try to pay attention to the part of your mind that is dictating when to stop doing that
but it was a pekanese pug mix
so they don't live very long
<:oathHeadpat:640734188546293775> @Gservator
@Kealor my mind was just immediately like "nah don't do that"
what does that mean
<:pepelaugh:544857300179877898>
It's not a literal voice lol it's not headphones
@excursion12 (redha, richtginger) it means you resisted my mkultra tactic
noice
I just get a feeling that I’d like to stop...
It never goes into words
But also that you aren't invited to my super epic dmt spirit cooking sesh
He has arthritis, dementia, cataracts but still runs, enjoys food and loves being held, my mom however thinks he is no longer living a good life, I can't argue, I carry him outside to go pee, he doesn't walk far.
God, I'm gonna break... I wanted more than 19 years with him, I've had him since I was 8.
@Kealor that's fine
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@Gservator it's rough man. I had to watch my doggo die
Well when you are "looking" for that component of your brain that results in you stopping, the part that's doing the "looking" could also be seen as stream
I can't watch @excursion12 (redha, richtginger), the quarantine means only my mother can go in with him
@Gservator ah man that sucks
Ok but I also can’t picture things when I close my eyes... it’s always just straight blackness
I'm glad I got to be with my doggo when she died