Something

He actually speaks like a normal person, i have fuckloads of filler words and my brain is genuinely extremely slow so it takes me a very long time to get a thought out

I hate speaking

Makes me hate myself more

no cadence isnt the word

Youre just a virgin

well yeah

Oh wait I remember that lttp mmo

lol

Also no self esteem

*dab*

but being a virgin has nothing to do with just my **general** verbal ability

im not talking about speaking with women

Your self esteem does

speaking in general

It fucking sucks, but there's no way around it that practice is the best way to improve at these things

no, has nothing to do with self esteem in this case either. my complete lack of self esteem affects other things for sure but not my literal mental capacity for conversation

Bc your words dont xome out as fast as you like doesnt necessarily mean your brains slow

youre not in my head you dunno

it is my brain

Language isnt really normal

i blank out VERY frequently

in the middle of a sentence i'll just be like what the fuck was i just talking about

then i have to walk away like a dumbass

cuz theres nothing else to say

Lol

Awkward ;)

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Have you tried therapy?

countless times

You should do toastmasters or dale Carnegie

Ah

wait what do you mean by therapy though

thats very broad

Really man, you've got to practice talking with people if you want to get better at it. I don't want it to seem like I'm saying it's easy to do, because I know that it's not, but you can improve if you try hard enough

Someone to help you fix speech habits or make new ones

i talk with people all fucking day, i work in an office

Conversations, or the bare minimum to get what you need done?

erm

define a conversation

more than one topic?