Message from @Existence is identity

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2018-12-06 22:47:26 UTC  

I was bigger then the Canadian forces black guy I was with for a night haha

2018-12-06 22:47:31 UTC  

Elon when talking......

2018-12-06 22:47:35 UTC  

He's so

2018-12-06 22:47:37 UTC  

There was this one girl, who went by the name Teizo in this RPing LTTP-like MMO.

2018-12-06 22:47:42 UTC  

@Scribblehatch Spoken like a true virgin

2018-12-06 22:47:45 UTC  

She was the best. I had no idea she was a girl for years.

2018-12-06 22:47:51 UTC  

He speaks with... What's the word, cadance?

2018-12-06 22:47:53 UTC  

Something

2018-12-06 22:48:40 UTC  

He actually speaks like a normal person, i have fuckloads of filler words and my brain is genuinely extremely slow so it takes me a very long time to get a thought out

2018-12-06 22:48:56 UTC  

I hate speaking

2018-12-06 22:49:03 UTC  

Makes me hate myself more

2018-12-06 22:50:01 UTC  

no cadence isnt the word

2018-12-06 22:50:03 UTC  

Youre just a virgin

2018-12-06 22:50:12 UTC  

well yeah

2018-12-06 22:50:14 UTC  

Oh wait I remember that lttp mmo

2018-12-06 22:50:15 UTC  

lol

2018-12-06 22:50:27 UTC  

Also no self esteem

2018-12-06 22:50:33 UTC  

*dab*

2018-12-06 22:50:44 UTC  

but being a virgin has nothing to do with just my **general** verbal ability

2018-12-06 22:50:53 UTC  

im not talking about speaking with women

2018-12-06 22:50:54 UTC  

Your self esteem does

2018-12-06 22:50:57 UTC  

speaking in general

2018-12-06 22:51:57 UTC  

It fucking sucks, but there's no way around it that practice is the best way to improve at these things

2018-12-06 22:51:57 UTC  

no, has nothing to do with self esteem in this case either. my complete lack of self esteem affects other things for sure but not my literal mental capacity for conversation

2018-12-06 22:52:25 UTC  

Bc your words dont xome out as fast as you like doesnt necessarily mean your brains slow

2018-12-06 22:52:40 UTC  

youre not in my head you dunno

2018-12-06 22:52:44 UTC  

it is my brain

2018-12-06 22:52:51 UTC  

Language isnt really normal

2018-12-06 22:52:55 UTC  

i blank out VERY frequently

2018-12-06 22:53:22 UTC  

in the middle of a sentence i'll just be like what the fuck was i just talking about

2018-12-06 22:53:29 UTC  

then i have to walk away like a dumbass

2018-12-06 22:53:35 UTC  

cuz theres nothing else to say

2018-12-06 22:53:35 UTC  

Lol

2018-12-06 22:53:43 UTC  

Awkward ;)

2018-12-06 22:53:50 UTC  

<:gorgweedman:505043251045072896>

2018-12-06 22:54:28 UTC  

Have you tried therapy?

2018-12-06 22:54:44 UTC  

countless times

2018-12-06 22:54:45 UTC  

You should do toastmasters or dale Carnegie

2018-12-06 22:54:51 UTC  

Ah

2018-12-06 22:55:00 UTC  

wait what do you mean by therapy though

2018-12-06 22:55:03 UTC  

thats very broad