And I need to be in shape for that

What do you do?

Everything stems from our perception of who we are

I work on the music industry

Run a production studio

Hell yeah I bet that's fun

It's great and also a fuck ton of work

I'm also a primary brand consultant and developer for PWave

Cuz we are monetizing it

Booiiiiii

Today has been rough, it's pretty clear over the past few months that my grand father is getting worse. It's either Alzheimer's or dementia.

That's really sad man I'm sorry

It's rough to say the least.

But the one funny thing is, he's become "based" as he's forgotten things

Unwinding these past few decades of ""programming"" I bet. . . I'm sorry Merc. I hope however things go, they go smoothly and peacefully. We're here for you.

I appreciate it

That's awful dude, my grandparents are slowly slipping away I need to see them before they die

So many stories and memories lost to time's ceaseless decay and rebirth, I pray that you're able to find peace despite that awful realization

I'm just glad I have All this time with him.

@Hellhound6 sorry to hear that

Happened the same thing to my great-aunt

F m8

i know this is fucking weak but god damn im addicted to sugar

i dont drink or smoke but i will eat like a fucking 15 year old

I'm all alone tonight kings

Roommate and boog bro is gone johnson for the next two days

nice

Time to drink alone, hopefully I can hop on the discord with you fools tonight

@Bard I've been day drinking alone for a hot minute - definitely keen to hop on later, I reckon

@/K/aptainBlastin same problem my dude - but I'm taking small steps to ween it off - it ain fuckin easy though 💔

@INNYGMATYK 10-4 mein kameraden

@/K/aptainBlastin yo I used to be like this

I fixed it by lowering my alcohol consumption

Which sounds fake but there's so much sugar in beer

Also excercising a lot

Insomniac dealing with withdrawals from breaking away from a cocaine addiction. Should be asleep right now but mind is racing and can't get it to shut down

^ Pretty much still in that boat - but it's been steadying out

Yeah. Got stiffed by my supplier a few days ago, used to prepay for my shipment but this time never came through. So my body isn't very happy with me

I kicked coke cold turkey 2 years ago. It gets easier with time

Just have to stay motivated

Yeah - helps if you're away from that kinda environment, too

Absolutely.