I ain't getting deep in this subject, but its not easy to find joy in little things, take care of yourself and dont throw it away. Dont want to sound like a cunt, but its easy to say that when you're feeling good and in a good position (not assuming you are, just generally speaking). Guess what? Im not. Have to wake up everyday to have to feel a tremendous amount of anxiety a sadness fucking sucks. Life is not beautiful as everyone tells me, at least not mine. If people think their life is great, I dont care, it ain't making my life better.
Same goes for suicide. "Don't kill yourself. You'll just make the life of your family and friends more difficult". Great, now I have to keep living and suffering just for the sake of others to know that im not dead.

Try to find 3 things no matter how small and tell me about them

3 things that make you happy

Sorry, I still offer my condolences and I hope you feel better, for whatever that’s worth, stay strong

You can’t boog if your dead remember that

i am a kind of tired sleep cannot fix

What's going on chief?

thats one hell of a question

Well then I expect one helluva answer

Cant help if I dont have at least a slight idea of whats up

thats a question ill probably answer another time, for now i will continue listening to music that gives me the same feeling that sleeping on a mattress without sheets does

Aight, but know you can reach out to me whenever

i appreciate it king

Anytime. Now go and do some self care if you dont have any responsibilities to get to. If you do, crush those, then take time for yourself

My criminal case got somewhat resolved today which was good

Got a sentencing hearing on the 25th

May I ask what your charges are?

you dont have to answer that

Lol here's a weird one for you

"Property: Firing Timber or Prairie Lands"

State of Idaho

Just a misdemeanor and like 60 hours of community service for me

If you want to know more just DM me

It's complicated

But I posted here because it's been a year and a half to come to this point and it's relieving

Thats an odd one for sure and I know how you feel man I had a Felony charge and an owi that was in court for like a year

both charges were a bunch of crap but waiting that long for the sentencing was super sressful

It's a criminal case for me and a civil case for me and my closest friends

The criminal is over for me, the massive settlement has driven my friends from me

Which has been kind of hard for the past 2 yeara

*s

Again, hard to explain

My only reliable vehicle started pissing oil today 😔😔

Big oof

It be like that

I had a '00 Continental that I loved more than anything in the world, worked great but at about 155k it started pissing oil like a bitch and was basically a two stroke because I would fill it with oil every time I got gas

Shit man. It may be an easy fix.

Wheres it leaking oil?

My damn Remote Access Client server host went down and my entire company can't remote into our clients computers for troubleshooting!! FOOOOOK

@Ramrod1992 It's from the back on top. I think it's coming from the oil pressure sensor and its a bitch to get to. They have an o ring on them so I'm guessing the o ring is leaking. Not a lot to leak oil from on the top rear of an LS and luckily they're easy motors to work on. Still sucks though

Yesterday was a year I had to put her down, this was my favorite photo of her