Message from @[VA]I AM HELL

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2020-03-14 03:52:01 UTC  

What?

2020-03-14 03:52:12 UTC  

Death is out of our control

2020-03-14 03:52:27 UTC  

> Again Concerning yourself with things out of your control is silly.
@[VA]I AM HELL

2020-03-14 03:52:28 UTC  

Not 100% true

2020-03-14 03:52:33 UTC  

Why

2020-03-14 03:53:00 UTC  

Suicide is controllable

2020-03-14 03:53:55 UTC  

Talking about death itself, not just suicide

2020-03-14 03:53:59 UTC  

Me potentially stepping on an ied while in the Stan wasn’t controllable

2020-03-14 03:54:43 UTC  

Watching my buddy get shot in the face wasn’t controllable.

2020-03-14 03:55:31 UTC  

Me drinking myself into oblivion and wanting to kill myself was controllable

2020-03-14 03:55:56 UTC  

So

2020-03-14 03:56:26 UTC  

Don’t fucking “so”me

2020-03-14 03:57:26 UTC  

I was here trying to help and you fucking “so” me?

2020-03-14 03:57:28 UTC  

You have one life dude and then darkness, you can't understand darkness. You're still talking here so it's clear you haven't totally given up. Stop whining, put up, stand up, or shut up. Nobody wants you to kill yourself. We all have mental health shit every single day

2020-03-14 03:58:05 UTC  

Don't talk to some other person as if their problems "don't matter" because you're so fuckin sad

2020-03-14 03:58:11 UTC  

Downright disrespectful

2020-03-14 03:58:39 UTC  

Never said their problems doesn't matter

2020-03-14 03:58:48 UTC  

Strawman argument

2020-03-14 03:58:54 UTC  

"So"

2020-03-14 03:59:10 UTC  

I didn't mean that

2020-03-14 03:59:38 UTC  

@Bard that was ages ago brother I’m good now. I’ve been out of the service since 12’

2020-03-14 03:59:47 UTC  

"So" stands for "what are you trying to say?"

2020-03-14 03:59:59 UTC  

@[VA]I AM HELL I know that man

2020-03-14 04:00:08 UTC  

So, means so what

2020-03-14 04:00:32 UTC  

Nah it’s cool shitbird. I know the type of person I’m dealing with.

2020-03-14 04:00:53 UTC  

Now im trying to fix what I said

2020-03-14 04:01:30 UTC  

You said so to me watching one of my brothers get shot in the face

2020-03-14 04:01:30 UTC  

Forget about "so" and consider "what do you wanna tell me"

2020-03-14 04:02:48 UTC  

Eat shit turd boy

2020-03-14 04:02:53 UTC  

Lol

2020-03-14 04:03:04 UTC  

K

2020-03-14 04:03:17 UTC  

What I want to tell you is that there's a lot of people that have things a lot worse than you, and the fact that you're still talking here demonstrates that you haven't totally given up. Are you looking for attention? Nobody wants you to kill yourself, it's absolutely worthless and retarded. Stop complaining

2020-03-14 04:03:19 UTC  

Tried to fix what I said because i didn't mean that

2020-03-14 04:04:24 UTC  

@Bard I tried. I’m done with this kid.

2020-03-14 04:04:50 UTC  

I'm too much of a pussy to kill myself despite considering it every single day, I'm a clinical alcoholic that broke both of his feet last month and don't remember either occasion

2020-03-14 04:05:04 UTC  

I've lost everything I ever cared about including my family and the ones I love

2020-03-14 04:05:15 UTC  

Its like if I really thought a loss of a friend wasn't a problem, I wouldn't be sad because my cousin jumped of a building

2020-03-14 04:05:17 UTC  

I'm not here rambling about that every single fucking day

2020-03-14 04:05:51 UTC  

@[VA]I AM HELL now u got pissed off of something i didn't mean

2020-03-14 04:06:04 UTC  

The mistakes you make are in the past, move forward and improve your life every single day

2020-03-14 04:06:13 UTC  

Slow down and look at what you do objectively