Hola turd bois

Don’t be salty

Dude my best friend killed himself 3 weeks ago today.

You have no idea the pain you’ll inflict on the people who care about you

I’m still in a fog every fucking day.

I’ve lost people in combat I’ve lost people after combat From suicide. Suicide hurts more

You only have one life. Don’t waste it.

So you’re ok with making others suffer over your loss?

What are you suffering from. Talk about it

Suicide won’t fix anything. It’ll make it worse.

People care more than you know.

My heart is broken right now.

I’m sorry you feel that way.

I’ll miss my friends for the rest of my life. It won’t ever be the same for me.

What are you suffering from.

What’s going on

Let’s talk about it man

It’s always been a world of shit

So being the 4th sounds like a good idea?

So killing yourself when your mom needs a support system the most is going to help?

How old are you

How old are you

That’s not true. People have unsolved problems up until the day they die

Because it does and I’m asking you a question

No it won’t.

The burden falls to the next in line

Well it’s been a couple billion years since it’s start so I’m pretty sure we got some more time.

Your life does mean something

How old are you

How is your life a lie?

Look you’re clearly asking for help because your saying this shit. Quit being vague as fuck and fucking talk to me dude.

Talking about the universe and shit. Come on dude. Give me real talk

No you’re not.

What’s wrong dude. Tell me what’s going on in your life and let’s hash this shit out like brothers

Be real with me.

Cool do it homie. Talk to me dude

Go ahead

You good homie?

Nope

Why concern yourself with things that are out of your control.

HOW OLD ARE YOU

Ok. Death is a part of life.

Hmm some are

As they should be death sucks

It’s hella lame. Fearing death is natural.

So you’re considering suicide because the universe is going to do something someday?

You’re clearly a young buck.

Ya it does.

You’re letting them win.

You’re falling right into their fear mongering

Whoever wrote that bullshit

Ya who fucking cares. Why paint yourself into a corner of fear by dudes that think they know shit when at best they’re making educated guesses.

None of this is worth killing yourself over.

I thought we were making progress when you admitted something personal about your mother.

You know how many times the world was supposed to end but it never did?

A lot.

Again Concerning yourself with things out of your control is silly.

Clearly you’re a young buck. You got something serious or were you joking the entire time.

> Do you think concerning about death is silly then
@Sir Harndes

What?

Not 100% true

Suicide is controllable

Me potentially stepping on an ied while in the Stan wasn’t controllable

Watching my buddy get shot in the face wasn’t controllable.

Me drinking myself into oblivion and wanting to kill myself was controllable

Don’t fucking “so”me

I was here trying to help and you fucking “so” me?

@Bard that was ages ago brother I’m good now. I’ve been out of the service since 12’

Nah it’s cool shitbird. I know the type of person I’m dealing with.

You said so to me watching one of my brothers get shot in the face

Eat shit turd boy

@Bard I tried. I’m done with this kid.

I’m pissed because you dismissed a personal experience.

Shit only fucksticks who haven’t seen what I’ve seen would say.

SO!

Same.

N. Chesterfield

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1 carrier 1 belt 2 pack

Leaddevil or wilder tactical

1 belt 1 in the drop ifak and 2 in the pack

Hsgi

Negative

I keep my sides minimal for faster movement.

I hated them back In the day.

Run that optic further up the rail.

Also I don’t see back up irons.

Running the optic further up the rail will give you more peripheral vision which is a must.

NAR, chinook med, our phokus med. check em out.

@Crye_Salesman big facts.

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