I'm too much of a pussy to kill myself despite considering it every single day, I'm a clinical alcoholic that broke both of his feet last month and don't remember either occasion

I've lost everything I ever cared about including my family and the ones I love

Its like if I really thought a loss of a friend wasn't a problem, I wouldn't be sad because my cousin jumped of a building

I'm not here rambling about that every single fucking day

@[VA]I AM HELL now u got pissed off of something i didn't mean

The mistakes you make are in the past, move forward and improve your life every single day

Slow down and look at what you do objectively

I’m pissed because you dismissed a personal experience.

Lol how the fuck did i dismissed it?

Shit only fucksticks who haven’t seen what I’ve seen would say.

SO!

This is retarded

I'm out

Same.

> Tried to fix what I said because i didn't mean that

Yeah so im the kid here

It itsnt like calling someone shitbag for nothing is childish

Get lost

Bruh, we're trying to help. You might need some tough love here because the soft hand dosemt seem to be working king. I beleive innyou and hope you find a better place. Butnit seems you're just spinning your wheels kid. You got to unfuck yourself, because no one else will. We can help, but its up to you

Ok so now worrying about death isn't a big deal (sarscasm)

I know you're trying to help

Thats not the point

Its like I dont care about my decased family members and for some magical woo woo reason I simply dont care about a ftiend dying in combat

Hurdy durp I served only fucksticks who havent seen what I've seen would say

So I really dont have anything more to say

"Hey why the fuck are you worrying about the meaning of life? Its not that like it worries humans since they became sentient"

If you care about helping me, stop making strawman arguments

You may not care about meaning of life and our existence, but I do

You constantly say theres no point to life my dude. Like you keep asking if our existance is meaningless why not end it.
If you got a reason to live then you hold onto it. But at least be consistant with what you're about.

Im trying to say that worrying about one thing in life like taking care of my dog is the ultimate meaning of my life

Its something that will fade away sooner of later

Why do I even bother

No one gets it no matter how much I explain

And when I try it comes a dirtbag trying to diminish it

If y'all are going to say the same thing all over again, dont waste mine and your time

Its a win-win

Idk bruh, but you gotta make your own meaning. If you dont have a greater purpose, and you aint gonna keep going, idk what to do my guy. Theres a billion rrasons to keep going forward, and if you cant find one, idk

How a depressing cunt like me could give a meaning to something grand like life?

Even if I could I would be lying to myself

"The ultimate meaning of life is________" by Catfish

I pass