and if it was for others you might not be alone

well i value my solitude

solitude is absolute

so i dont care about "being alone". Im fine

i surrvived thanks to lying to myself that it will be okay and there will be better days ... 8+ years in constant depression and lying 😅 wonder when will it fall down and how 😅

define better days

yeah it is abstract so there are no better days

hehehe

not if you whine about it

you make better days, they aren't given to you

they are given to you but you dont act

despite knowing you should

well yeah i am working on it 😄

Well same here. Im good now BUT it wouldve been better if i suicided like10 years ago. Yes im good now, but the pain i went through cant ever be made good for with future pleasure.

the universe grants you opportunities daily

im in a state of constant bliss always btw

hehehe

@Redneo well with my willingness lo learn a lot of things about humen behavior and relationships i ruined a lot of them i might have accidently created a lesbian in my younger years 😅

i get that feeling that i should have go for the kill when i could

but there is no point in being stuck in the past

how is vox getting this "337 mass shootings in 2018" (<https://youtu.be/4tJJnC26_uw?t=80>) figure?

seriously how the fuck

I ran the numbers like a month ago, and unless there has been a wave of American Christmas Genocide, something is seriously wrong with their numbers.

they don't even line up with other wingnut "mass shooting" databases

lol

kibec

u in quebec??? lol the name

https://twitter.com/aaronmhamilton/status/1060997015310610433 here we go, I did this on Nov 9

@Kibec dont worry, i had my first sexual experiences with a girl that until then was a lesbian so it balances out...

aka lesbians arent real

There seem to only have been 237 shootings involving four or more injured or killed, with at least one killed.

(including the perpetrator!)

i didnt have sex with her at that time but i kind of feel guilty cus i know she didnt date anyone after me

which is a ridiculous way to define that anyways. An accidental discharge of a shotgun could thanks to spread lead to that.

46 shootings causing four or more deaths, including the perpetrator

I have to do the manual work of removing the perpetrator from some of these

IIRC some include it, some don't

also, a major portion, at least a third, of these, are acts of private violence

well i didnt date in 12 years, either.

im among the youngest millenials for reference

i.e. a mother killing all her children -> they call that a mass shooting