I adjust how I act according to the person

I was a massive bitch for my first like 2 months on the server but somehow I got soy and I calmed down a bit.

T shirt buddens - lil b

*did someone say sociopath?*

It's easier to be genuine than a tryhard.

Yeh true

Yknow what I miss

Your moms vagina

was?

go on

early discord with those tiny meme servers that would pop up

since you could get a tight knit group of randoms that could do shit and then bounce, before returning again

Now I talk about real shit with random people, shitpost at people occasionally, and try not to hide behind this mask of *"I'm a massive bitch and nothing you do can change that"*

nothing compelling you to converse, just out of choice and enjoyment

I wasn't part of the early days of discord.
Only joined last year during the Candid days

my mask when im in new places is more like

you cant insult me no matter what you say and I will bait you into wasting your time

coupled with insults

my mask at always is, fuck off i'm invisible i dont have to talk if i dont wanna i'll just lurk and you cant fucking stop me you sonofabitch

oh and uh

I've only been on discord for a month ish

also act really helpful depending on the place

Ah well see I just have crippling self loathing paired with a need for external validation.

people underestimate how easy it can be to network with the right people sometimes

I care way too much what people think of me.

>implying you calmed down @coattailsandbowties

💔

@coattailsandbowties can you stop saying things like that because they resonate way too well with me

this self relfection isnt what I want

I want to see shitposts, not my crippling issues revealed

And then behind the mask you're like

@Deleted User did you see me at the beginning of my time here holy shit

but seriously using that mask has helped me find some real awesome people

you wish you were a model server member like me

I'd give an example of what they've done but I dont want to look like a faggot

Ask nicolle I'm pretty sure she hated me the first month

nicolle hates most people though

This sums it up

yknow what I think would help me

Lmao

if I started to accept the fact that most people dont give a shit about me