Message from @Milkman

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2018-11-25 11:34:40 UTC  

what do you get the whole thing where you can be sitting quite happy and your brain suddenly goes "you know what, one day your gonna die"

2018-11-25 11:34:40 UTC  

Just Ruger giving out some advice/help Jim.

2018-11-25 11:34:43 UTC  

cause iget that

2018-11-25 11:34:45 UTC  

the root cause of self esteem shit is the insufficient dopamine production

2018-11-25 11:34:45 UTC  

Not quite sad boys hours.

2018-11-25 11:34:47 UTC  

@coattailsandbowties internal monologue?

2018-11-25 11:35:00 UTC  

Not have that Potato?

2018-11-25 11:35:06 UTC  

Talking in your head situation.

2018-11-25 11:35:20 UTC  

nah like i thought it was a legit medical thing

2018-11-25 11:35:32 UTC  

It is?

2018-11-25 11:35:33 UTC  

nope everyone has an internal monologue

2018-11-25 11:35:42 UTC  

well to an extent

2018-11-25 11:35:50 UTC  

I speak more in my mind than anywhere else.

2018-11-25 11:35:50 UTC  

well you learn something new every day

2018-11-25 11:35:55 UTC  

it becomes a mental illness when the voice in your head isnt you

2018-11-25 11:35:56 UTC  

wat

2018-11-25 11:36:04 UTC  

and starts telling you to kill people

2018-11-25 11:36:15 UTC  

Mines just tells me to kill myself.

2018-11-25 11:36:21 UTC  

Basically I have a constant voice in the back of my head that tells me I'm worthless, that everyone hates me, that I faked my way to where I belong, amongst other things. It never shuts up and it's completely uncontrollable.

2018-11-25 11:36:22 UTC  

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2018-11-25 11:36:38 UTC  
2018-11-25 11:36:41 UTC  

These Thots need patrolling

2018-11-25 11:36:51 UTC  

Sounds common enough that.

2018-11-25 11:37:02 UTC  

i just get the life is pointless shit

2018-11-25 11:37:03 UTC  

It's not constant for myself but it's like a different person in my head almost.

2018-11-25 11:37:07 UTC  

what i'm really interested in is that urge to jump off a high place when you look down from one

2018-11-25 11:37:08 UTC  

and the im going to die shit

2018-11-25 11:37:12 UTC  

@coattailsandbowties still have it infact, but its dying rapidly

2018-11-25 11:37:22 UTC  

Gets confusing when I've got my own stream of consciousness going at the same time 😂

2018-11-25 11:37:25 UTC  

like i can be in an amazing mood the sudenly bam "your going to die one day"

2018-11-25 11:37:33 UTC  

@Potato Man I stare at roads and just look at what would kill me fastest.

2018-11-25 11:37:50 UTC  

to be fair i've done that before

2018-11-25 11:37:55 UTC  

I zone out on train platforms and drift closer and closer to the edge.

2018-11-25 11:38:11 UTC  

Cliffs and roads.

2018-11-25 11:38:14 UTC  

Just turn that frown upside down.

2018-11-25 11:38:18 UTC  

I've been proper yanked back before, guy thought I was getting ready to jump

2018-11-25 11:38:18 UTC  

Just be happy.

2018-11-25 11:38:24 UTC  

Smile.

2018-11-25 11:38:40 UTC  

nah i just think how shitty it would be for the person that hits me 😂

2018-11-25 11:38:40 UTC  

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