i dont get it dude
the truth is i wanted to serve the very society that will deem me unworthy
if i fucked up id have fallen on my sword
i said as much
thats the fucked up part
id have chosen an honorable end
i couldnt even be granted that
death is death
message sent
why is it so damn personal
im facing my end calmy
i just dont understand the why
im not trying to act out in any way
i just dont understand the level of cruelty that will soon be inflicted upon me
why
ill accept torture but its going to be crueler than that
why cant torture be enough?
why am i so different
i dont get it
the worst thing i ever done id have done at most 1 or 2 years for
murderers rapists ect i never did any of that
i dont get the level of cruelty
mob rules
even if it was created
im sitting here im still not acting out
i just dont get it
i just want an h onest answer
tell me the truth someone please
im still sitting here calmly
why guys
what did i do to you
@Nietzsche007 pray without ceasing, and make sure you don't die in a state of mortal sin. You may not be promised happiness in this world, but surely the next.
does god exist
i hope he does
even if he damns me i still wish to serve him
then do so
how
