i have a question im soon going to be facing a fate worse than death even i dont know how bad ive been told so much in the end i wish to do one good act to at least try to do right any ideas?

nothing crazy or political

they all hate me at this point and its personal

but the sad thing i never was trying to hurt them

it wont change my fate

but i hope after i suffer if im allowed i can at least meet god

something im involved in i cant divulge too much

sorry

im just trying to talk in a way thats not damaging before my fate

i mean nothing by it

no im sadly facing a fate even i dont know how bad ive been told so much at this point its g oing to be bad tho

but ill meet it like a man

i just am talking before my end

sorry i was just asking for ideas

i wish to do one good deed before the end

i wont be their monster

i cant donate my organs they wont allow that

what else

my problem is logistics and money

im not acting out guys

im doing my best

how could anyone remain perfectly calm

ima civilian

no training

odd aint it despite facing my fate i still wont swing my sword at society

i just want an honest conversation at this point

na im legit sorry

i know no one believes me prob better that way

i just want to say my peace before the end

case of bad luck and mistaken identity

pretty much

story of my life

sorry tho

i just wish i could have one honest conversation before the end

sorry i sound like a larper

my problem is its a coping mechanism due to extreme stress

i mean nothing by it

but my defense how could anyone remain entirely calm

even their best couldnt

and they are trained

no one could

thats the sad part

but here i sit calmly

im not acting out other than typing and im not doing much

im being purposely vague

my fate wont change

but ill at least say my peace

anyway sorry

im going to get the cruelest fate even concieved by man

and im not even some evil piece of shit

all because of public perception

so by that logic because the mob deems something is bad it must be

so if the mob says kill a child because its bad its bad

even if the evidence is something else entirely

all to send a message

they will condemn me

i simply ask i am to face my fate but how is that just

my only question

condemn a man who never wanted to harm anyone

i was content to live in peace

i worked 2 jobs

even despite it all

it means the entire system is flawed

you will condemn an innocent man just because of bad pr

i did some shit i admit

but i never deserved that

id have fallen on my sword

i would have

i even said i would

id have chosen honor over dishonor

i even said it

im on tape

id have died for society

i was told so much shit

bad pr so the mob rules im sorry im just tired

im not acting out

im still meeting my fate

i just dont get it the cruelty

all this i dont get it

im not some terrorist

i just dont get the cruelty

it was good

sorry

i just dont understand

im not some terrorist

i dont understand the level of cruelty

despite what you think of me i was never a cruel person

id have died on my sword i said as much

yet i was told crazy shit

and i believed it

they think im worse than a terrorist

at this point

i dont get the level of cruelty that will soon be inflicted upon me

i still dont

why is that

i never was trying to hurt society

i even said id die as a man

i dont want to

i never did

i just wanted to live in peace