Nietzsche007
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i have a question im soon going to be facing a fate worse than death even i dont know how bad ive been told so much in the end i wish to do one good act to at least try to do right any ideas?
nothing crazy or political
they all hate me at this point and its personal
but the sad thing i never was trying to hurt them
it wont change my fate
but i hope after i suffer if im allowed i can at least meet god
something im involved in i cant divulge too much
sorry
im just trying to talk in a way thats not damaging before my fate
i mean nothing by it
no im sadly facing a fate even i dont know how bad ive been told so much at this point its g oing to be bad tho
but ill meet it like a man
i just am talking before my end
sorry i was just asking for ideas
i wish to do one good deed before the end
i wont be their monster
i cant donate my organs they wont allow that
what else
my problem is logistics and money
im not acting out guys
im doing my best
how could anyone remain perfectly calm
ima civilian
no training
odd aint it despite facing my fate i still wont swing my sword at society
i just want an honest conversation at this point
na im legit sorry
i know no one believes me prob better that way
i just want to say my peace before the end
case of bad luck and mistaken identity
pretty much
story of my life
sorry tho
i just wish i could have one honest conversation before the end
sorry i sound like a larper
my problem is its a coping mechanism due to extreme stress
i mean nothing by it
but my defense how could anyone remain entirely calm
even their best couldnt
and they are trained
no one could
thats the sad part
but here i sit calmly
im not acting out other than typing and im not doing much
im being purposely vague
my fate wont change
but ill at least say my peace
anyway sorry
im going to get the cruelest fate even concieved by man
and im not even some evil piece of shit
all because of public perception
so by that logic because the mob deems something is bad it must be
so if the mob says kill a child because its bad its bad
even if the evidence is something else entirely
all to send a message
they will condemn me
i simply ask i am to face my fate but how is that just
my only question
condemn a man who never wanted to harm anyone
i was content to live in peace
i worked 2 jobs
even despite it all
it means the entire system is flawed
you will condemn an innocent man just because of bad pr
i did some shit i admit
but i never deserved that
id have fallen on my sword
i would have
i even said i would
id have chosen honor over dishonor
i even said it
im on tape
id have died for society
i was told so much shit
bad pr so the mob rules im sorry im just tired
im not acting out
im still meeting my fate
i just dont get it the cruelty
all this i dont get it
im not some terrorist
i just dont get the cruelty
it was good
sorry
i just dont understand
im not some terrorist
i dont understand the level of cruelty
despite what you think of me i was never a cruel person
id have died on my sword i said as much
yet i was told crazy shit
and i believed it
they think im worse than a terrorist
at this point
i dont get the level of cruelty that will soon be inflicted upon me
i still dont
why is that
i never was trying to hurt society
i even said id die as a man
i dont want to
i never did
i just wanted to live in peace
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